Im addicted to love
Im lost in the pain
Im used to the feeling
Of being alone
Ive come to peace
With being unwanted
Ive come to peace
With being hated
Ive become used to
Being forgotten
Ive become used to
Being thrown away
I hold on to the past
Just to make myself numb
I hold on to my hope
To help me cary on
When I see someone happy
It kills me and gives me hope
It tells me that there is good
Still left in the world
It speaks that now is not my time
And every day
Brings me one step closer
And one step father
Closer to my end
And farther from my past
The end of the pain and the pills
And the past of a broken soul
Im addicted to the pain
And I find myself
Relapsing again
