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Short Story 1: Back to December

(A/N: Play play the video at the side>>>)

"I'm So Sorry.." The last words I told him before leaving him there, crying, devastated.

Sabay ng pagtalikod ko at paglisan sa lugar kung saan nagtapos ang lahat ay ang aking pagtalikod at paglisan sa aming matatamis na nakaraan

Oo, alam kong masakit iwanan ng minamahal, di ko siya masisisi kung magagalit  siya sa akin, pero anoang magagawa ko? I am not the kind of girl na naghohold on lang sa isang lalaki kahit hindi na niya mahal dahil lamang sa awa. I know I would hurt him more if we continue.

Tanggap ko kung magagalit man siya sa akin ngayon, I deserve that.

I know I've hurt him so much lalo na sa paghingi ko noon kalayaan. He doesn't deserve to be hurt that much, because it's all my fault.

I was the one who fell out of love

Five years, five years na ang nakalilipas mula nang huli ko siyang makita.

Actually, I was the one who avoided him. I cut off every communication and connection that we had. I unfriended him, I changed my number, and I vanished from his life. Inspite of all my efforts in avoiding him, I still made sure I am still updated in his life. After all, he was my best friend.

I did that knowing that I didn't have the same feelings that I had before for him, but here I am 10 meters away from him, hiding from his view. 

I can see a happy and contented man infront of me. Not much like the man I last saw five years ago. What I am supposed to do? 

say "Hi" to the man I once hurt as if nothing happened?

I miss the old "us".

I thought the freedom I had from leaving him would give me satisfaction, but it turned out nothing but missing you... missing us.

Nakakamiss yung kulitan at bonding namin nung mas bata pa kami. Nakakamiss yung kaibigan ko.

2 years after our break up, one common friend told me he haven't moved on much since then. He was so much devastated that he became woman hater, but from what I can see from afar, he is not so much of a "woman hater" now.

I am glad that five years after what happened, he has completely moved on, yet that was the moment I realized I haven't.

I can now see his smile from where I stand.

I can see how happy he is embracing the woman who now have his heart.

I walked away from that scene, away from him... from them, knowing it isn't me anymore.

Yes, I deserve that, 'coz I was the one who fell out of love.

If I could just go back to that one cold december, I could have changed my mind.

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