Protect me from the Bully

Chapter 30

I ran out and sat on the porch and was thinking what he would say then there was someones hand and I did not  want to turn around to see who it was then I heard the voice and it was Ryan. I stood up and turned around and said

"I'm sorry that I kissed you on the cheek i did not mean to"

"Look Lila its okay "

Then he hugged me so teit. I just patted him on the back saying nothing because I already had drama and I am getting annoyed from it. Then Ryan looked at me and said 

"Why won't you dress to go swimming"

 I smiled and said 

"Yes"

We went to our cabinets and were getting ready I really did not want to make Ryan said but do I have to do go . I smiled and just said to myself never mind it at least would make my day better so I went to then bathroom and changed into my swimming suit and I was looking to get a towel then I just remembered its in my room so once I went into my room I looked at my m.i.r.r.o.r........ I dropped anything that was in my hands and was shocked what was written on my mirror. Once Ryan called my name I did not want to go no where I just want to be alone in my room Ryan called me again and said 

"Is everything alright?"

"No"

Ryan was confused what I was saying and then he looked at my face and turned around and saw a picture of me kissing Ryan and Ryan was crossed out and it said underneath Eric then Ryan read what it said from M.G.

OH MY LILY I THOUGH YOU LOVE ERIC BUT WHAT I CAN SEE YOU DO NOT LOVE HIM YOU HATE HIM THANKS FOR YOUR INFORMATION KNOW ERIC WILL WANT TO KILL YOU!!!

"Lily look at me everything is going to be okay can you hear me I will protect you " Ryan said 

"How will you protect me if M.G know were I am and knows what hes going to do next Ryan I have to get out of here know" lily said 

I walked out of my room and but Ryan grabbed my hand and pulled me I looked at him and said 

"Let go of me I......."

"I what Lily go kill yourself go back were you belonged and you want to Eric kill you is that what you want if you want that go ahead go but you will know that I am  here waiting  every minute and second for you "

Ryan letted go of me and I did not know what to do I..... was about to cry but I ran out quickly out the door and into the water  swimmed till the end of the water fountain inside the cave to cry there I was scared what will happen because Eric, Cody, and Lola want something from me witch I do not know and I need answers I then though of Ryan how will he get me out of here and what he said to me 

"I will always be here and wait for you!"

I really don't want to know that he loves me because how will I know if hes the right man God oh please help me because guys are not gentleman's and they are rude to the ladies oh God I need your help tell me who is my husband going to be. I started to cry then I saw Ryan coming out with a bucket of full and filthy water I don't know if he sees me but I swimmed out a little with my head out  and said to him 

"Are you..."

"Mad, no I am fine just cleaned your mirror because I want to be nice and kind to people because I want a relationship with God and that's what God told me to do."

"But....."

"Whatever you do I am there for you"

"Is that all you can say to  me?"

"No.."

"Then.... if your not mad at me do you want to come here  in the water"

He looked at me and came up to the water and he took of his shirt then Ryan dived in and I wondered were he was then something touched my feet I got scared and then Ryan jumped up next to me and splashed me I started to laugh. Me and Ryan were splashing each other while me and Ryan were splashing  I was thinking about Ryan how he is sweet, lovable, and cute uh..... I can't fall in love with him because his Christian Baptist and i'm just a regular girl who sinned.

Then I stopped splashing Ryan and sat down on a rock next to the waterfall Ryan looked at me and i looked down on my shaky legs and Ryan came up to me and said

"Are  you alright?"

"Um......"

I bit my and just did not want to talk to him because i am scared to tell him even though.....

"Lily are you okay" 

"Um...... i'm fine " 

"You sure"

"Yea...."

Ryan looked at me and and covered me with a towel I looked at him Ryan touched my shoulder and i looked up at him and just smiled i felt like he wanted to kiss me but no. I saw the fool moon and it was bright white and so beautiful. I stood up and was looking at it and Ryan was next to i looked at him and he was looking at my eyes he said

"Your eyes are shinning like diamonds"

"Thanks" 

I smiled and we were looking straight into both of our eyes then i felt like he was about to kiss me but he only kissed my forehead and that all.!!