I lay here on the floor
Curled in a ball
Clenching my chest
Gasping for breath
As tears of sorrow flow.
I've never felt like this
'Till you left
me broken on the floor.
You said that you cared
Even said forever
When I knew it was a lie.
When I needed you most
You were never there
Thought maybe I should die.
My throat is swelling
From the cuts deep inside
As I swollowed your words.
My heart lay broken
Battered and beatened
On my bedroom floor.
You called me friend
Then blame me for everything
But you have no one to blame
But yourself.
You could have done this then
Got it over with
But instead you led me on.
I was never a friend,
I was your way out
And now you discard me
Like yesterdays trash.
But I'm better than this
I'm better than you.
I won't blame others for my mistakes
'Cause they are mine to bare alone.
And I hope you're happy,
Happy cold and alone.
You won't have this shoulder to cry on
You won't have me to run to.
Not because I will turn you away
But because you wont swollow your pride.
You've shown me what I could become
You unleashed that beast.
It is as much as your fault
As it is mine.
Just swollow your pride
Open your eyes
And you might see the friend
That has been with you all along.
