Vanessa's POV
I had been in London almost two weeks and Niall... well he was leaving today... heading for the rest of the UK to finish touring... I heard him whine in protest when his alarm went off and when he rolled over to shut it off, I pinned him to the bed.
“I’m not allowing you to leave today.” I said. “I forbid it.”
"OH baby.. it's okay.. we'll be okay....." he whispered, holding me to him.
“How do you know that?” I whispered back, “How do you know I won’t give into temptation and how do I know you won’t give in?”
"Because i love you.... no one else... and i trust you..." he said, softly. He brushed the hair off my shoulder and kissed it lightly, “I need to get ready.”
"no.." i pouted.
“Baby don’t make this harder on me than it already is.” he pleaded.
"I'm sorry..." I whimpered, rolling over, so he wouldn't see my tears.
“Princess look at me.” he said, trying to roll me back over.
“Just go get ready Niall.” I sniffled. He sighed and got up to shower...... I just began to cry and texted Jen.
Nessie: this sux.
Jen: ik.....
Nessie: I want him 2 stay here...but at the same time I feel selfish 4 want him 2 stay here.
Jen: i k i feel the same way.. harry is crying... i can hear it.... even over the shower water... break my heart
Nessie: :I don’t no if Ni is...he turned his music on. Is it wrong of me 2 want 2 kidnap Haz nd Ni nd keep ‘em here??
Jen: not at all... i want to as well.
Nessie: then we’re gonna need food and kitties for bait.
Jen: *giggles* im on board......
Nessie: we so bad ass *snaps fingers*
Jen: indeed... see you after? I sighed, we were joking.. i knew he had to go...
Nessie: of course....... I sighed and set my phone aside, as Niall came out, his face red and his eyes puffy as he began to pack.
“Ni have you been crying?” I asked softly. He shook his head and tossed some shirts into his suitcase.
“No..It’s just dusty in there.”
"Ni.... baby.." I whimpered.
"It doesn't matter.. tears or not.. i still have to go.." he choked out. God I felt horrible, here I am worrying about I felt and I barely stopped to think about him. I feel like the world’s worst girlfriend. I crawled out of bed and crossed the room to where he was standing. I hugged him from behind and let my head fall into the space between his shoulders.
"I love you.." i whispered. He sighed and paused, slamming his drawer shut.
"I love you too.." he choked out.
“Then why do I get the feeling you’re angry with me?”
"Im not.. im angry with the situation..." he said, softly.
I sighed and began to massage his shoulders softly. “It’s only a few weeks baby.”
"But it seems lek forever when im not with you.." he said. The tears blurred my vision again and I tried desperately to not make them fall.
“I know.....it’s going to be weird not waking up to you every morning.”
"my bed's gonna be cold.." he whispered.
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The Bloggettes: A One Direction Love Story
FanfictionSummary My name is Harry Styles and as silly as it sounds.. i’m obsessed with a blog.. done by two girls. Ness and Tink as she called herself.... and so was the rest of my band.... little did we know that these girls were just as obsessed with us...
