16 - promise

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its been 6 weeks.

6 weeks since I've seen that dumbass.

ashton and I have gotten .....closer though.

I don't know, like right now he's in my room laying down on lap with my hands in his hair.

he told me that she likes me, three weeks ago.

and I felt so bad because I didn't know what I wanted at the time.

he treats me like a princess I guess you could say.

"promise? what are you thinking of?"

"oh um nothing" he sat up looking at me closely

"are you sure?" I nodded and he kept staring at me.

he smiled a little and said "you're really beautiful promise"

I couldn't stop myself from smiling.

he looked at my lips and then into my eyes for permission.

"ashton"

"promise we've done this before why are you being so distant?!" he said frustrated

"I don't know! It just doesn't feel right" I said shyly.

he grabbed my chin and made me look at him.

"I'm going to kiss you, and tell me that it it doesn't feel right"

he leaned in and pressed his lips to mine, moving them slowly.

I pulled back.

"you're his best friend ashton"

"fuck that bastard"

"ashton..."

he cut me off and kissed me harder making me fall back on the bed.

he hovers over me cupping my jaw.

the kiss was so wrong but I didn't want it to stop.

until the doorbell rang.

ashton sighed and got up to go answer it, it was calum.

"l-l-luke said h-he d-didnt l-l-l-love me anymore" he hiccuped because he was crying too much.

"h-he said h-he l-loved michael" he collapsed in Ashton's arms sobbing loudly.

ashton sighed and looked at me.

he mouthed a few words that made me bite my lip.

"we'll continue later"

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not that exciting but calum found out about mikey and luke :-(

RECOMMEND ME CAKE BOOK PLS I NEED SOME

-jay the bae

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