Harry's P.O.V
Zayn and I were now sitting on the lounge and he was rubbing circles on my back. My face was red, hot and stained with tears. My head still pounding from the heart renching sobs i was able to produce earlier. It is all my fault. Louis could die. My one love. I could have just killed him!
"Mate, sitting here beating yourself up about it isn't going to fix it" Zayn said
"But it is all by fault. I was stupid. I should not have stopped eating so i wouldn't have to have the medication so i wouldn't have these dreams and right now i could be happy." I said
Zayn just hugged me as i whimpered into his sholder. I had no tears left to cry. I was just whimpering.
The noise of the front door snapped me from my thoughts.
"Hey boys!" Niall said. Smiling sympatheticly
"How is he? Is he okay? Why are you guys here? can we see him? did he d--" I couldn't finish
"Harry please calm down and sit i will tell you what is happening" Liam said
I Took he spot back down next to zayn who continued rubbing gentle circles on my back.
"Louis was rushed into surgery. when we got there he was already in. We waited until he came out and we were told he had a broken skull but no brain damage. But in order to repair is skull and keep his brain from swelling he will be in a coma for 2 or more weeks. We both came back here to tell you and we would be no help at the hostpital. He will make a full recovery but for now we have to be patient." Liam finished
Well he would be okay but still a coma for 2 weeks i hated myself. He will never get these 2 weeks back. I miss him. It's not fair. I should be in the blasted hostpital.
"No you shouldn't Harry" Zayn said
Wait i said that out loud?
"Yes you did mate" Niall said smirking
"Well can we see him now! I wanna go now!" I said fidgety
"Listen Harry visiting hours are over and you need to sleep." Niall said
"No i need to get to him. It's my fault so i should be in there with him." I insisted
"Harry listen" Liam said putting his hand on my sholder. "You need to stop balming youself. You can;t help the effects of your own condition. You will repair. But think of louis. i know full well if he knew you were sitting here and balming youself he wouls be very angry. So go up and get some rest i will drive you up first thing tomorrow." Liam said calmy but stern
"I can't be fixed without him. He is my safety" I said passiontaly
"Get some rest buddy. It's what you need to do. for Louis." Niall said
I gave up and went to my room. Flopped onto my bed and closed my eyes when i heard a shuffling at the door.
"Zayn what's up?" I asked
"Staying here tonight. Make sure you are okay" He said down on the sofa bed and fell asleep.
As did I
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FanfictionHi, My name is Harry, Harry Styles from One Direction. I have hundreds of girls falling at my feet and yet i am still depressed. I am Gay and I have hidden it for the past 2 years. I have also had problems with eating.... All because of the one i lo...
