I'll Be Your Safety ♡

Chapter 17 ♡

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Louis' P.O.V

"Louis Tomlinsin?" Called a tall lady with blonde hair swept back into a shot ponytail behind her

"Yes?" I said

"You called about Harry Styles right?"

"Yea" 

"Can you bring him through just here" She walked into a little shoe box room where there were three seats and a desk with lots of draws.

I sat next to Harry with my hand on his knee. His eyes where sleepy but he was on high alert.

"Whats been happening" asked Dr Conner

i launched into the stories about Harry's current mood swings and strange events that ahve occured while he has been on the medication. She simply sat there and listened.

I told her about what happend in the car dring here and why this was happening.

Her eyes looked over at Harry puzzeled. 

"So you woke up and were nervous about what you were doing?" Asked the doctor seeking confirmation from Harry.

"Y-y-ea" Harry said cautious, which confused me.

"hhhmmmm.. Louis would i be able to speak to Harry privatly for a few minuites." Asked the doctor

"mmnYea sure" I said slowly

Harry looked up at me with afraid looking eyes. I gave him a resuring smile and headed out the door. 

Once i left i watched the door close and slid down to the floor nervously playing with my fingers and waited.

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Harry's P.O.V

When Louis left the room i suddenly felt really scared. I wanted him to hold me close so i felt safe. I just wanted to be able to see him so i know he is there.

"What really happend when you woke up in the car?" asked Dr Conner lightly 

"What do you mean? Lou just told you" I said trying to look like i had nothing to hide.

" I think there is somthing you are not telling harry. and i think you should at least tell me so i can help you." She said calmly

I was too tired to hide things so i spilled.

"While i was asleep i had a very realistic dream of a man bashing me and throwing me in a car and driving away, I was scared and hurt and crying, Fear took over me when the person called me names and told me i wasn't good enough. Then apparently i woke up but all i can remeber is the person in the front seat changing to louis and i was still in the car. Same spot. I thought i was still dreaming so i was like sleepwalking but so deeply that it was like i was on another planet." I explained 

"Aaahh" She said "I think i know what is wrong here"

I looked up at her. She walked to the door and let louis back in who sat next to me and put his hand on mine.

"I have spoken with Harry and i have gotten together a diagnosis. I believe Harry has Bipolar disease and is these weird dreams where a person believes it is real life and can 'sleepwalk'. These 'sleepwalk' episodes can vary on how long and the extenet. Some people have tried driving or making food, so i would take procations like locking doors and hiding sharp objects.

Now because of Harry's deppression he is having rather traumatic dreams. So i can not stress enough of He is having an episode and it becomes violent you louis need to think about your own protection not Harry's. This is going to be hard but it is serious. If he get violent and tried to hurt you accidently then you could be hurt. I am not saying this is going to happen i am just saying it could.

Do not take anymore of the bipolar stuff i will give you others things but i will help you both what ever it takes" 

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Louis' P.O.V 

wow..... That is ALOT to take in. Harry looked like he had just watched a kitten die, he was ghoastly white and so was I.

Harry Stayed silent when i got his medication and filled out forms and he didn't talk when we walked to car either.

Right before we got in Harry froze.

"Hazza what's wrong?" I asked lovingly 

"I can't do this" He whispered.

The next thing i knew Harry was running away from the car.

I bolted after him

"HARRY! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" I yelled in an effort to get him.

 He tripped and i caught up to him

"Harry what is going on!?" I asked grabbing his hand

He shook my hand off

"I can't be with you.."

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