Freedom

Prologue

-Edited- 

Wednesday 23rd July.

Dear Diary

Why can no one hear me, I scream and scream but no one is there to help me. never. I am alone, I am lost and I may never be found. This is me. The girl that no one sees, the girl who means nothing, is nothing I'm just someone that people walk past but never really see, just another face in the crowd.

I am the girl that was bullied at school for being smart, always answering the questions first until finally the bullying got too much and I stopped answering them altogether. My only escape is books, I can enter a new world where no one knows me and I am free, but every story must come to an end and I have to return to a world where I am not free. A world where I am forever trapped.

After 17 years I have learnt that no one is going to help me, I'm worthless, the only person who tried to help me was my mum but she died 4 years ago of cancer, now I have no one.

I guess when my mum was still around I was not so alone as I am now, with mum she would listen to me, be there for me. but now that's gone, I guess it's true you never realize what you have until its gone. Everyone in my life lies to me, my idiot father that I am forced to live with, he didn't even want me when I was born. is it too much to ask for one tiny little thing? Because there is really only one thing I want

I want to be free.

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So i have never written a book like this before so its a little strange to write

please tell me what you think