Niall Horan Imagines

Baby (Request) (Part 1)

As Niall and I waited for our gynecologist to arrive and tell us my test results, Niall held on to my hand tight.
The doctor walked in and sat down opposite us holding a bunch of papers only making a weird fear escalate inside me. "Well anything on the results doctor?",Niall asked, "well Mr and Mrs Horan", the doctor removed his glasses and continued, "we looked over the results again and again just to make sure we hadn't made any mistake, but unfortunately there is an infection in your Fallopian tube which will not let you get pregnant"
I squeezed Niall's hand so hard like something inside me had bursted, not broken, bursted. "Doctor can't anything else be done? Any surgery?", Niall asked starting to feel emotional, the doctor moved his head signaling a no. Basically no solution to the problem inside of me.

When Niall and I got back home, I threw my purse on the couch and entered my room and lay down burying my head into the pillows and letting out stream of tears, while Niall just sat on the couch and turned on the television. We were like that for hours till it was dinner time. I looked at the clock and pushed myself out of the bed to prepare dinner. "What would you like to eat Niall?", I asked him entering the kitchen, no reply. I asked him again and yet nothing.

As my mood being bland and hopeless, the food that I prepared was the same, baked salmon with hardly any taste and some salad. The thing that started to get me worried was, what is Niall going to do next? Will he leave me? Or will he support me?
Such nonsensical thoughts kept running through my mind the whole night, he didn't hug me or hold me in his arms and sleep, neither did he kiss goodnight.

The next morning when I woke up I still saw him lying facing the other side, I got off from the bed and freshened myself up. By the time I got out of the bathroom he was already out of the bed. I could hear soft sounds of utensils hitting each other, I went down to see Niall making breakfast for himself. I walked up to him, put my hand forward and said, "Niall why don't you go and sit down, I'll make it and bring it for you" he politely put my hand back. I didn't say anything further because I'd somehow had a tiny premonition on what he'd do next.

He took his cup of coffee and went out to the backyard while I just sat in the dinning room with my cup of coffee. When I almost lost myself into thoughts I realised that a tear rolled down my face and wiped it off. Niall came back in and got ready, before I could even say anything he left the house shutting the door harshly behind him.

While waiting for him to come back I kept thinking on how to build up the courage to , tell him what I want to, to confront him no matter what he'd say afterwords, after all he is my husband.
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He got back home by afternoon, he walked straight into the room and I followed him in there, he kept going back and forth, I took a deep breath in and managed to speak out, "Niall I know why you are ignoring me, but think what I must be going through too"

"Today all of this seems like a mistake to me", he replied.
"What seems like a mistake to you?", I asked him.
"Everything that's been going on for the past 24 hours, for the past 2 years of our lives!!",he said starting to be a little firm in his voice, but then it hit me like a truck on what he said, mistake mistake mistake, it kept repeating inside my head.
I prefer end not talking to him otherwise if he says anything else to the questions I ask I do not want to be hurt.

The next day I saw him quickly packing up his things. No matter how much I tired to stop him he kept pushing my hand away or kept shouting at me that we will never be able to start a family so I can't live like this with you. "Where are you going Niall?", I said crying trying to hold his hand and stop him.

"I'm going of on tour", he replied angrily
"But your tour doesn't start in a while Niall? Where are you going tell me the truth", I kept on weeping. He reached towards the main door's handle to open the door and leave np but before he could I came in front of him and with my face covered with tears, "Niall please.... Tell me where are you going? Why are you leaving me like this when I need you the most? What about all those vows we made to each other?", I kept on asking and asking but he didn't even dare to look at my face.

"Get out of my way Sara", he said grinding his teeth. But I didn't move out from his way, he immediately turned around and walked towards the backdoor as fast as possible and got out from there. I ran behind him to stop him getting into this car but before I could even do it I was already down on my knees, weeping and crying my eyes out and screamed "NIALL!" But yet nothing and that caused me to pass out in the drive way.......
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For @sara_gomez22
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