Harry Styles Dirty Imagines

What am I?

A/N: Hey! I forgot the password to this account but I remember now so I'll try and do one every night this week! I've been stressing with me moving school and a lot of my thoughts have been depressing so I apologise if any of mine are graphic to do with depression and self harm, if you're reading this and you're depressed or self harm then I want you to know that you're strong and beautiful and we will get through this together

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I was never really a 'people person' a lot of the time I wondered if I even was a person, it's frustrating not knowing your sexuality, it's something that's always on your mind. Sometimes I wonder if I'm just asexual (A/N: someone who has no sexuality and feels no sexual desire or feelings for anyone// before I continue no I am 100% straight!). It could be possible. Harry suggested sleeping with him to find out if I felt some type of 'pleasure'. I knew he liked me, he's liked me for years in fact, there have been times where I've had these so called feelings for him but to be honest I don't actually know what 'love' or 'feelings' well, feel like. I did agree to this suggestion he made, it's a win win, he gets to sleep with 'the love of his life' as he calls me to Kels and I get to find out my sexuality. A lot of people think Harry's gay, he's bisexual, I wonder if I'm bisexual sometimes but Im 19 and feel no sexual desire for any gender. I guess I'll find out in a few hours.

We're both virgins. Harry isn't like me though, he does feel a sudden thirst for sex when he's drunk, it's always fun teasing him when he is 'horny'. He hates being teased which I find kind of cute.

*At Harry's house*

"Hand me a beer?" I asked slurping at what was left of what I already had

"Are you sure? You're a bit of a light weigh" Harry question raising an eyebrow at me

"Just hand be the beer" I pleaded

"I want you to remember what you feel so no" He put the beer back into the cooler and moved to the sofa where I was seated

"Are you ready?" Harry asked before frighteningly placing sloppy kissed on my neck, I leaned allowing him more access before removing the condom from his back pocket before tearing the sealing with my teeth trying not to stop Harry from leaving a mark on my neck. I didn't feel much pleasure at what he was doing, more awkwardness really.

He stood up as I assisted him taking off his skinny jeans which seemed near impossible to remove from his skinny ankles so we left them there to rest as his boxers slowly followed to revile his throbbing erection in front of me, I giggled slightly before sliding the condom around his erected area causing his breathing to increase slightly

"I haven't even done anything yet" I laughed before standing up to his level

"You don't know how long I've wanted you" He slurred before crashing his lips into mine. I cuffed his hair into my finger tip as I could feel his erection rubbing across my jeans before Harry escorted me to lay down onto the sofa.

As I assisted him, he assisted me removing my jeans past my ankles to leave me in nothing but my lower under clothing, Harry slipped my jeans off my ankles before placing himself on top of me and locking lips to mine once again.

"May I?" He asked before pulling my shirt over my face and chucking in on the floor of his basement. I mirrored his actions and chucked his on the other side

"You're so beautiful" He complimented before leaving a delicate kiss on my cheek

"You ready?"

I nodded in approval as he slowly slid half of his length in me, I grabbed onto his back trailing my nails down as he bit his lip, I wasn't sure if it was an enjoyable experience for him

"Sorry" I apologised before gripping parts of the sofa in my fingers "I liked it" He panted before flashing a cringey wink "Im going to move, it might hurt, I don't want to hurt you" He said not moving as his curls dipped slightly brushing my forehead "I'm good with pain, don't worry"

He moved in and our slowly as his head rocked back with every thrust, the pain eased and turned into pleasure.

His speed increased as did the moans echoing from our mouths.

"You don't know how long I've wanted to do this" He panted before converting all of his body weight to his arm as the other fiddled with my breast lightly

"Harry I-I'm-" I couldn't finish my sentence before I reached my climax

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I wiped off the cum on Harry's cheek before kissing him

"Do you think you know now?" Harry asked slipping his jeans back on

"I think I do" I smiled at the beautiful being in front of me

"And?"

"I think I love you"