CHAPTER TWENTY

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*October 19th,2017*

Tonight I was performing at Madison Square Garden to promote my tour.Jahseh would be coming too to support me.My mom was at home,taking care of Jocelyn.

"How are you doing tonight,New York?",I asked, smiling when the cheered louder."I couldn't wait until the tour started.I needed to at least perform two songs for you guys because without you I wouldn't be able to stand up here.My albums wouldn't be sold.Intrusive thoughts wouldn't be number 1 on the Billboard Hot 100 if it weren't for you.I really appreciate all of you and love you.You guys made my biggest dream come true and for that I'll always be thankful.This one's for you",I said, signalling for the sound engineer to play the song.

Said that I was the first one
The first one you loved and you brought home
Said that I'd be the last one too
Tell me does that make me naive for believing you
I bet you take her to our favourite restaurant now

Oh,oh,oh,oh,oh it burns
Seeing you move on with her
Oh,oh I wish you hurt like I do
Like I do,oh!!
When I think of you forgetting me
Guess I thought that I'd be more than just a memory
It burns
Seeing you with other girls

You used to tell me that I was your colour in grey
When you said forever I only saw it that way
Now I'm crying in the kitchen
Reminecsin' bout the things you used to say
But you're probably okay,yeah

"Is anyone here in a toxic relationship?",I asked, causing the crowd to cheer."Oh,not good.What's his name?",I asked,one girl in the crowd."Jeff", replied the girl."Jeff.Hey,can we all scream Who the fuck is Jeff?One, two.Who the fuck is Jeff?!!",we all shouted."Did that get some anger out?",I asked, smiling."Yeah!!!",shouted the crowd."Good.Guys,I told you therapy",I said, crossing my arms."This next song is dedicated to Jeff",I said

Who the fuck is Ava?
Is she the other girl?
I bet she's dyin' to date ya
And be your entire world

Thought that I was dumb
When you asked me to go blonde
Cause I knew that's what you wanted
Yeah,you wanted
A girl who did it all
Didn't pick up on your faults
Someone who is always fallin'
For you charms,yeah
So why if there a red heart next to her name

Who the fuck is Ava?
Is she the other girl?
I bet she's dyin' to date ya
And be your entire world
I'm sick and tired of fakin'
Like I don't see your phone,ohh
When I see her name
And you can't explain
Who the fuck is Ava?!!!
Ohh!!!
Who the fuck is Ava?!!!
Ohh!!!
Who the fuck is..

*2 hours later*

"I love you New York.I'll see you in Santa Ana on February 28th",I said before going backstage.

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