Tsapter t3rten!
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I open my eyes... I feel the ache behind my back... I can't stand... My foot still aching. Here I am.. Inside the dim lighted room full of greasy things... Nakaposas ang mga paa at kamay ko sa isang upuan. Nakatakip ng panyo ang bibig ko... I can't shout... the only thing that I can do... is to cry... cry because of my situation... Di ko akalain na ganito yung patutunguhan ko... Sana pala hindi muna ako umuwi... sana pala sumama muna ako sa kanila... sana pala...
"Ano miss, okay ka lang ba?" said the ugly guy, walking straight towards me.
"Awwww.. tignan niyo oh! umiiyak siya" sabi naman nung guy who's wearing black leader jacket.
I'm still crying. They're still laughing at me. What if... this is my end.. and no one finds me.. Pero hindi pwede yun eh.. Mahahanap ako ni papa.. Di na ko masyadong makahinga.. Hininto ko na lang yung pag-iisip ng ganun..
Yung parang leader nila na bansot.. naglalakad papunta sa kin.. H-he's half naked.. H-hes removing his pants.. I-- I can’t watch.. Lord please help me.. Wag naman po yun.. My body froze.. I looked at him.. Standing infront of me.. he lied face down then kissed my hand.. Im shaking.. totally scared.. Quivering and crying.. All I can hear is my sobs.. I want to shout but I can't.. After he kissed my hand, he stood behind me and kissed my nape..
I’m pleasing him but he did not listen. He's just smiling at me. Smile that he doesn't care. He gave a wide smile, looking nasty of what he looks like. Sh*t! Ayoko na! Im totally doomed. He's caressing my hands... then my face...He's trying to kiss me on my chicks but I parried... I want to kick him but how? I can't move because I'm stucked. What should I do? Lord please! Ayoko na po. Better kill me than to be with this guy. Now he's forcing me to kiss him.. He tweaked my hair then gave a smack on my chicks.. My eyes are pleasing to him but he only smiled nastily.. He stood infront of me then kneeled on the floor.. magkapantay na kami ngayon... may ginawa siyang hand signal tapos biglang nagsilabasan yung mga kasama niya... They're laughing... I know what that laugh means... Yung bansot, biglang naggrin sa kin tapos papalapit na yung mga kamay niya sa blouse ko.... then I Shouted out!
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" I panted. I can't breathe. Parang pinutol yung paghinga ko. Pawis na pawis na ako. Basang basa yung damit ko.
A Nightmare...
"HEY! WHAT HAPPENED?!" He said nervously. Then pumunta siya sa side ko.
Di ko na napigilan yung sarili ko kaya niyakap ko siya. I’m crying on his shoulder. He's not moving so mas hinigpitan ko pa yung yakap ko. I’m crying while sobbing.
"P-please *sob*, d-dito *sob* ka muna *sob*"
"H-hah?! B-but why?" he said with stuttered voice.
"Basta! please!" I begged.
"Pssshhhhh.. t-teka magpalit ka nga muna! b-basang basa ka!" he said.
Bakit naman parang nauutal siya?
I didn't listen to him. I just removed my hands on his waist then humiga ulit ako.
"Oh! bakit ka humiga?" he said calmly habang nakatingin sa pintuan..
Bakit naman kaya hindi siya makatingin sa kin? Hindi ko sinagot yung tanong niya. Nagside view ako para di niya ako makita. Nakatalikod ako sa kanya.
"Ano nanaman bang problema mo!?" Tanong niya.
Bakit ba may pagkamoody tong lalaking ‘to? Hindi ko ulit siya sinagot.
