🖤𝐌𝐲 𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭

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You did this
Try to gaslight me
It will ether be a suicide or just another homicide
You were supposed to nurture my broken wings but they only got clipped.
All the anger surrounding my innocent shell that cracks like the porcelain dolls on old shelf's
A heart that has holes won't be refilled with gifts
All of your gifts were for show.
I would beg just for drop of your affection.
As a child I feared you.
A baby,that played the role of prey at such a young age.
The predator holding the prey captive, manipulating every act of affection.
I learned to not whine not to complain,or I would be bitten by your jaws.
I hid from you praying you wouldn't even see my shadow.
A ticking time bomb that exploded when perfection was not achieved.
I don't how to feel of you,your empty promises of love,all the gifts,you never meant them did you?
One impurity and I will be fed to the wolves.
You manipulate even your allies.
Your actions like that of a dictator is excused for stress.
Stress?
Mother never reacted like this when she was stressed.
I never acted like this when I was stressed.
You get mad at my younger siblings for repeating your actions.
But don't parrots mock what they hear?
Dosen't art imitate life?

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