𝐏𝐨𝐞𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧

💙𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞

You are the lost one.
Changing so others stay.
Changing so you get that validation that you crave like a starving dog.
Scared to be seen as over bearing or too sensitive to the heart and touch.
They spit words that are labeled jokes.
Acting as if cleaning a wound won't sting.
You have a list of every word,every name,and every description you've been called.
Not once will you believe compliments to be genuine.
They make you work and earn them just to hear the same affirmation.
Yet you still crave for the simple words like it's scripture.
Knowing they will only say
"Oh yeah your good looking I guess"
It's always a guess never a positive,you feel so insecure you rely on others thoughts and feelings on your character,on your looks to.
No one knows the real you.
The one who can't seem to shut up about her topics,the girl who isn't embarrassed to admit that she's hungry or needs help,the one who yearns for knowledge and love but hates to sound cheesy.
You're scared of judgement.
Having fun is embarrassing for you.
Calling you childish over having fun and letting loose.
You change like the moon and its cycles.
Trying to fit in but not fit in too much to be seen as basic or trying too hard.
You just wanna belong.
You are the lost one.
The moth in a cage of butterflies.
The cruel world being your cage making you feel trapped.
You look so different from the rest that they can tell you're not one of them.
You are a pebble in a cluster of gems.
You're average nothing special.
But yearn to be seen as a jewel that shines brighter than the rest.
Still you feel small like a pebble.
A needle in a haystack.
A black cat in the snow.
A cherry growing in an apple tree.
You are the lost one.
Craving validation from others who don't even know you,feeling trapped with no belonging.