never have i

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I am deprived, as I always have been.

Deprived of love, deprived of warmth.

Deprived of affection from another's soul.

As I weep, I weep on my own.

I weep of heartbreak, I weep of fear.

I weep for I have never felt the embrace of another through the pure kindness of their heart.

At times I glance into a mirror and even I can see the love for myself in my own eyes.

Though I have never received that same gaze from another.

There have been some that I could see the burn of passion.

Some I could see anger, disgust. Some filled with sadness and empathy.

Though, never a gaze that could hold my soul so gently.

Never the gaze that spoke an eternity of words.

Never a kiss with pure meaning. Only ever a kiss with expectations.

You who would burn with fury towards the world upon the sight of me weeping, please, where are you.

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