He is gone.. he's really gone

the chapter 2

Notes:
We're back again... Hi..

Here is more sadness.

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Hans didn't know how to react, so he helped cale sit on a bench before quickly going to get cold water.

He was trying not to look at cale's face right now, he didn't think he would hold himself together if he lost his temper even a little.

His silent young master was.. terrified, just what was he thinking about.

While Hans' thoughts were like this, Cale was actually in a mess.

All the thoughts started to violently flood his mind, he felt like he was drowning.

This was different from the monster data he had continued to memorize for years.

Or the records of the Mercenary Guild.

These were his own thoughts that were driving him crazy.

Cale was a person who was good at giving up anything, he was good at ignoring his feelings and burying them in the deepest part of himself.

But now he couldn't, he didn't think he even tried

He doesn't want to try.

He was always abandoned, and in his early life he suffered from losing anyone he loved.

They always left him in the end, there was no one left of them.

he was the only one who remained..

And when he got people, they did not abandon him no matter what happened.

When he got people he could proudly call his family.

It was him.

Who is abandons them ?

And against his will..?

Suddenly he felt someone pressing something cold on his hand.

He raised his head and saw Hans with tearful eyes giving him a glass of cold water.

Why is he like this?

Cale weakly held the cup and did not drink.

His throat was dry, but cale didn't have the strength to lift it and drink from it.

This is the first time he has felt so weak and heavy.

He looked at his hands.

'This is not mine'

These were not his hands, they were not his to begin with.

He saw his clothes and shoes.

None of it was his..

He moved his hand slightly and touched his face.