The Dark Ages Vol.3 The End Is Near? [Formerly "Blaring Thoughts"]

Change In The Tunnel Of Darkness?

Change has come, but it's just not right. This is not the change I used to know. This change feels artificial and lifeless. It's not genuine and authentic like it was before. It's not a real sign of light

at the end of the tunnel but rather a sick mirage made from despiration and pain. It's torture to see the reality you dreamed of for so long start to become real and not know if it's real. I have

lived every day in agony, waiting for things to change, only to be fooled numerous times to the point where I can't tell if things are really getting better or if I'm on the brink of death and

self destruction. All I want is to finally be free from this never-ending tunnel and the hold it has on me. I have walked a million miles through the tunnel wearing all its shackles and chains,

putting up with the pain and weight to make it to the light only to realize that there might not be a light. It's a foolish thing to say as there is a great eventual end where all my shackles break,

freeing me, but it's just so far that I start to question if there really is anything waiting for me. It's that same question I contemplate that leaves me stuck in the dark.

Do I see light?