It is hard
to have a healthy relationship
when nearly everything you knew
was toxic.
It is hard
to get my brain
to not repeat the pattern
that got burned into my mind.
I don't have to apologise,
god knows i did nothing wrong.
But I still do.
His response is different,
from everything I know.
It's kind and caring.
He is gentle with his words and actions.
And it's the opposite of what I knew.
He is repairing something,
so many before him
had tried to fix
and then had broken even more.
It is scarring the fucking hell out of me to be loved by someone so perfect.
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Times I Should Have Seen A Therapist
الشعرSome Poems that I wrote. I hope you like them. And If you know me please don't read them. Thank you <3 Disclaimer The pictures are from Pinterest. And i wrote the poems.
