No art.
Yes.. this is quite long, some of you would probably not read.
Anyways, here's something I wrote because, well I was having a hard time being the oldest for like # years.
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I'm the oldest.
I should take care of the youngest.
I'm the oldest.
I should play with the youngest even though I don't want to.
I'm the oldest.
I should sacrifice my time and my joy and play with the youngest for many hours.
I'm the oldest.
The youngest comes first. He is my priority.
I'm the oldest.
I should let him get my things. Even break them.
I'm the oldest.
I should not complain.
I'm the oldest.
I should do what he wants me to do.
As the oldest,
I should sacrifice my time and my life
as long as I'm still living with my parents, for him.
Because I'm the oldest.
The youngest gets to do what he wants.
The youngest gets to get what he wants.
When the youngest grows old, assuming there isn't another younger sibling to be born, he doesn't get to experience the oldest's life.
As the oldest, I am wrapped up in responsibilities... More responsibilities than the youngest will get.
However...
I am the oldest.
I'm more mature and smarter than the youngest, who has little to no braincells.
I am the oldest.
I have power over the youngest. Once the youngest is old enough, he owes me milktea.
I am the oldest.
I have experienced a bunch of amazing stuff that happened in the 2010s. The youngest has not.
I am the oldest.
I will prevent the youngest from watching Peppa the Fried Pork or Skibidi Toilet.
I am the oldest.
I get to annoy the youngest with a bit of consequences.
I am the oldest.
I get to have an amazing younger brother who might become an amazing artist one day.
I am the oldest.
I will protect the youngest no matter if it means taking a bullet for him.
I am the oldest.
If one day he falls in love, I'll be there to judge his girlfriend.
I am the oldest.
I get to put the youngest to sleep and watch him hug his favorite stuff dinosaur.
I am the oldest.
I get to watch him grow up. I get to see him become a man.
I am the oldest.
I hope one day I will take out the youngest for some ice cream or something. Maybe a nice walk.
Perhaps being the oldest isn't that bad.
Being the oldest has its ups and downs.
Although, it would be nice to not have a lot of responsibilities.
