fuck you ~ matt sturniolo

10

                            Chapter 10
                              [real life]
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"Matt?" im so confused

Why the fuck is he here

He wasn't even with us in the library

I mean i didn't pay attention to see if he came

So he might've been?

But why did he come here not one of the others

"what are you doing?" i ask

"I saw you run out and asked the others what happened, they didn't know, all they said was that it looked like you were about to cry" he explains

But that still doesn't explain why it was him who came after me

"so why did you come and not the others?" i ask

For some reason this has calmed me down

The weight on my chest is gone

I can finally breathe normally

How did he?

"because-" he cuts himself off looking down

"matthew?"

"i have anxiety aswell" he admits

WHAT

how did i never know

Well i mean i don't pay attention to him

But still

Actually never mind

People can be really good at hiding at

Some can't

"oh" is all i manage to get out

This is awkward again

None of us are saying anything

I can't tell what he's thinking

He won't look at me

At all

This is fucking wierd

I'm still confused on why he came after me

Just because he has anxiety doesn't mean he knows what i go through

That sounds bad

But it's true

He shouldn't of came

"you shouldn't of come" i say quietly

"why?" he asks finally looking at me

"because i hate you, and you hate me, you shouldn't of came" i walk off

I mean i'm right arent i?

I might've been a little bit harsh

But it's the truth

"wait gianna" he calls out

"No matt leave me alone, im fine, you don't know what happened" i say