Our discussion turned to my relationship with my ex and I realised that part of me was still in love with our memories.
Today I cooked, or rather I experimented with it, the rice came out way overcooked but overall I didn't do too badly. My parents couldn't pick up my sister, so I went to pick her up, she got full the whole way because her bag weighed so much, so naturally I ended up carrying her.
Dad came home tired this evening, and as usual when he's tired he moans a lot, and honestly sometimes he says hurtful things without realising it....
But he's my dad and honestly I wouldn't change him for the world.
2 weeks later
I finally decided to put it behind me and move on.
Thinking about it, I had an idea: what if I sent a message to my ex Leon?
After my toxic relationship with Leon, where he went out the next day with his ex Lys, where he stared at me for a fucking month, where he denies it and looks at my boyfriends badly, he went out with one of my best friends Julie! Honestly, I think Leon is someone who can't stay alone for too long... Anyway, I ask Julie for Leon's number and she tells me she's not with him any more and gives it to me (his number).
So I writte my message:
Hi, you probably don't remember me but it's Night. My friend advised me to send you this message so I'm doing it. I wanted to apologise because I realised that you'd hurt me but not that I'd hurt you too. And honestly, I'm going to be honest, I loved you a lot (in the past), to the point that it took me 6 months to heal from our relationship. I think that at times I could have been a jerk too, being with you and then breaking up and so on. At the time, I heard a lot of things from other people (very negative), and it was when Yassine talked to me about you that I thought about it. Anyway, our relationship wasn't the healthiest but it taught me a lot. Also, thank you for not telling people about my past. I don't know if you have someone but if you do, don't worry, I won't try anything, it was just a message to make peace with myself and bury our relationship for good. And if you remember, can you tell me things I did wrong or did right about our relationship so that I can move on. Ton ex oublié night . PS: I hope everything is going well with you.
I used the excuse that a friend advised me to send this message.
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RandomIn the streets of Marseille, Night wanders alone, loving the night as much as she feels misunderstood. But behind her apparent calm, hidden traumas haunt her. She tries to help others, but refuses to show her own vulnerability. Her relationship with...
