The next morning I wake up and check the time 6:45 am
Jesus
I get up and stretch
Then I walk over to bills room
I do a small knock on the door but he didn't answer
I decide to just go in
Bill is sleeping on his back
I shake him a little and he rubs his eyes
"You got school mate, come on" I say
"Urg can I just stay here" he complains
"No can do bud" I say
Bill puts his hands out
I grab them and pull him up
"Can I take these off now" bill asks pointing to the Band-AIDS
"Yea" I say
He starts taking off the wrist one, once it's off I grab his hand and pull it closer
I'm only now seeing faded scars
Poor kid man
"Looks good.." I say
Bill smiles
He tries taking the other one off but he can't
"Want help?" I ask
"Wait" bill says going into his rooms bathroom
He looks in the mirror and tried to do it but he can't
"Here" I say walking up to him
He lifts himself up onto the bench so he can sit
Lazy bum
"It's going to hurt because these bandaids are made to stay on for weeks" I say
"Aww man" bill says
I start taking it off and bill winces
Once I get near the bruise his hands go to my shoulders and he squeezes them
"Ow ow ow oeewwe" bill whines
I finally get it off and throw it in the trash can
Bill finally settles and notices his hands on my shoulders
"Oh um sorry" he says taking them back
"No I'm sorry, this next bit is going to hurttt" I say
"What?" Bill asks
"I have to pour some of this on it so It does not get infected" I say fishing the bottle out of the medicine cabinet
Once I get it I tell bill to lean back a bit
Then I make my hand into a cup like shape and put it under his ribs so the extra liquid will just fall into my hand
"Ready?" I ask
"Mm"
I begin to pour it
Bill bites his lip and let's out a small quiet moan under his breath
He sucks his stomach in
I didn't even know he could possibly look skinnier
He grabs my wrist and tilts his head back
THERE GOES MY STOMACH AGAIN
WHAT IS THAT FEELING?
I don't fucking know but it's weird
Once I'm done I put the extra liquid in the sink and then I put my hand up to high five bill
He takes a minute but then high fives me
"Good job kiddo" I say
"Thanks, can I shower?" Bill asks
"Go for it I'll grab you a towel, and leave it on your bed, also I washed your uniform so I'll put that on your bed to" I say
"Oh thank you"
I leave so bill can shower
I get his uniform and towel ready and then I leave his room
I go downstairs and pick out an apple and granola bar for his breakfast while I just have a salad
I then go get ready
Shower
Teeth
Hair
Clothes
And I wait for bill
He comes out fully dressed
But his hair and makeup isn't all done up
Wow
His skin is so clear
And his hair is so long without it being all gelled
"You look fresh" I say smiling
"Thanks, my face feels naked haha" he says
"You look nice without makeup" I say
Bill looks up at me
"Oh not like that, I think you look great with makeup but I'm just saying, your skin is so clear, your lucky" I say
"What are you on about, look at your skin, clear as day" he says
I smile to that
"You can eat on the way, let's get going though" I say
Bill picks up the food
"Oo thanks" he says
Once in the car and on the road bill was eating his apple
"Want a bite?" He asks
"Sure" I say
Bill passes the apple and I bite a bit he hasn't touched
"Damnnnn that's good" I say
"Right!" He says back
My life is so weird right now
I met this boy like 2 days ago and now he's living with me
He is a great kid though
So I really don't mind
"Seriously thanks for everything y/n" bill says as I pull up near the school
"Or should I say sir now" bill says laughing
I smile at him
"Bill this is gonna sound terrible but do you maybe wanna hop out here?, if I'm seen with you I'll get fired" I say
"Oh yea okay"
Bill hops out
Then I go and park in the teachers lot
After that I wait out the front of the school for bill
I'm not going to let him get hurt again
I see him walking up the stairs
He sees me and smiles
Then I see the group of 5 boys
The fuck?
Why are they not suspended
They started walking up to bill but he had already caught up with me
I give the boys a death stare and all I got back was
"YO BILL DEFINITELY WANTS TO FUCK THE NEW TEACHER" one of the boys shouted
Bill froze, he looked into my eyes and then he started walking away
"Hey bill it's fine breath" I say
"Yea I know it's fine, it's the fucking usual"
"Hold on bill please" I say trying to talk to him
"J-Just give me a minute" bill says walking into the boys bathroom
"Fuck" I mumble
I go back down stairs and go to the boy that shouted that
"Listen here you cunt, I know damn well your going after the kids who can't stand up for themselves because your so fucking sad, your so sad you want to make other people sad, isn't that right, your parents probably hate you so you share that hate onto the unpopular kids at school, your fucking embarrassing, and the next time you do shit to bill or anyone, I'll fucking ruin you, I'll write down the worst shit on your reports, and fuck up your future, I'll say you would touch the girls as a game and when they told you to stop you would shout sexist comments at them, so watch your fucking mouth" I say this all in a quiet voice so only he can hear me
"I-
"Don't speak, go over there and tell your little 'gang' or what ever the fuck you are that if you be cunts one more time, I'll fuck you all up" I say
Then I walk away
I go back upstairs and I see bill coming out of the bathroom
He now has his school jumper on?
It's boiling
Oh no
Bill..
I go up to him
"You okay bud?" I ask
"Fine" he says wiping his tears
"I talked to the boys" I say
Bill looks up to me
He's been crying I can tell
"What did you say?" He asks
"Don't matter, tell me if they fuck with you again" I say
Bill smiles
"Can we talk real quick?" I ask while opening a class room door with my keys
"Oh sure" bill says
Once in the room I turn on the light and close the door
"Did you do anything regretful in the bathroom?" I ask
"Oh! No why" bill say
"Come on bill, I care about you, a lot" I say
Bill looks down to the ground for a couple seconds and then he meets my gaze
He opens his mouth like he's going to say something but instead he just slides up his sleeve
"Bill.. are you doing alright" I ask
"I'm fine I was just mad, it was the moment" he says
"You don't have to but you can talk to me, about anything at all, I'm here for it all" I say
Considering no one has opened them the blinds are closed and no one can see into the class room
Bill pulls his sleeve back down and hugs me
I wrap my arm around his waist and pull him closer
Bill grunts a little
But we don't move
Then I feel it
Him pushing against me
He's hard
I'm turning him on
Oh shit
Bill backs up and small bit and looks down
I look down to but I don't let go
Bill looks up at my face and we meet eye contact
He leans in and our lips connect he's on his tip toes kissing me
I'm kissing a 16 year old boy
I pull his waist closer to mine
He lets out a small moan and I slip
My tongue into his mouth
But he moves back
He breathes a bit and then it hits me
I'm 23
He's 16
I push bill back and he stumbles a little
"Fuck sorry" I say
"Oh it's fine" bill says
"Bill I-
"I know, I should not of done that, it's completely on me, I'm sorry" bill says
"It's okay don't stress it" I say
Me and bill talk for a little while longer and then we take our seperate ways because we have to go to classes
I did all my classes and they were boring as fuck
Then the bell goes for first break
I walk out of my class and I see bill
He has his bag
"Where you off too?" I ask
"My dad came to get me.." bill says
"Oh fuck umm I don't know what to do" I say
"It's fine I'll deal with it" bill says
"Wait" I say
I grab out a sticky note and write down my number then I give it to bill
"Don't be afraid to message me, I will get in my car the minute you need me" I say
Bill smiles and blushes
God I hope he doesn't like me like that
Then bill leaves
