17| A disgusting truth

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Now the session of 2019 was also about to end.. and Hamza's class 10th exams were about to take place due to which 10th standard was given leave after pre boards

Fiza had seen Hamza very few times in this whole year, she could even count on her fingers

har din jaisa aaj ka bhi waisa hi din tha...Fiza came back from school, went to her room, changed and came down to have lunch

While having lunch, Fiza's mother said... Fiza, I wanted to talk to you about something

Jii ammi boliye

I wanted to talk about Hammad, her mother said

On hearing this the spoon fell from Fiza's hand

(Hammad is Fiza's cousin...son of her father's elder brother, Hammad is 4 years older than Fiza)

*PAST*

Before Fiza was born, her grand father's health was deteriorating, when she was born... But after few days, her grandfather died and his last words were "that he wants his grandson and her grand daughter to marry in future"

(It is very common among Muslims to marry into cousins ​​but I do not support these things)

Anyway, it was happened the way her grandfather said, they ruined two innocent life, they got engaged without asking for their permission... Hammad was 4 years old at that time and Fiza was only 2 months old

But Fiza's grandmother always blamed Fiza for causing the death of her grandfather, due to which Fiza's own parents also started to feel bad and started to blame her.... Fiza's relation with her family was not good sirf duniya ko dikhane ke liye they were a happy family par andr ke Raaz sirf Fiza janti thi.... Fiza ko kaise treat Krna hai unke mood pe depend karta tha...

Basically, Fiza did not get the love of her family.... When her family's mood was good, it was the best day of her life and when the mood is not okay, then she only wished that somehow this day would pass

And she had not shared this thing even with Kashmala till date, because she felt that if she ever told this thing to anyone then people would think that she was speaking to seek sympathy....

*PRESENT*

What do you have to talk about Hammad?

you have a little bit of manners in you??? her mother shouted on her

(Yeh baat uski mummy ne isliye boli hai ki kyu ki Fiza ne apne future husband ka naam le liya aur na hi uske naam ke aage "jii" lagaya , so called mentality)

Fiza lowered her head because tears started coming in her eyes and she did not want them to fall in front of her mother... Fiza has not cried in front of anyone till today, because she felt ,if she cried infront of someone then the rest of the world would also say like her family ne kaha that you are a weak person

will you answer me?? her mother shouted and asked

Fiza closed her eyes so that her tears did not fall... and took a deep breath and said... You guys asked me before doing all that??

Who are you??? Whose permission we take before doing anything???

Doing anything??? Ammi meri zindagi ka itna bada descision aaplog ne mujhse puche bina le liya !!! Aur puch rhi hain ki main kaun hoti hoon !!!

On hearing this, her mother slapped her !!!

Zyada zubaan chalne laga tumhaara!! her mother said

Go to your room and don't show me your face, her mother said

Fiza went to her room without having lunch and locked the door.
Fiza cried a lot and was just saying "Allah koii toh hoga joh mere dil ki baatein samjhe, mujhe sunne ki koshish kare, Allah please usse jaldi bhej dijiye meri zindagi mein,Nhi seh paungi main ab yeh sab !!"

She didn't even realize when she fell asleep while saying all this

Fiza woke up when she heard someone knocking at door of her room

Fiza open the door, main Kashmala....

Fiza wiped her tears and went to open the door

Maar gayi thi kya?? kashmala asked laughingly

Kaashhh !!! Fiza replied

Areehh meri jaan itna jaldi kyu marna hai , Hamza ka toh socho uska kya hoga , Kashmala asked

A smile appeared on Fiza's face as soon as she heard Hamza's name

Oohhhooo koii blush kar raha hai?? Kashmala asked

Main blush nahin kar rahi hu, Fiza said

Okay, so why are your cheeks are red?? Kashmala asked

Fiza said in her mind...this is the mark of slap given by my beloved ammi

Irritate naa karooo mujhe, Fiza said

Accha khair , tumhe pata hai mere ghar kaun aaya tha?? Kashmala said

Kaun???

HAMZA !!

Jhoot bol rahi hona?? fiza asked

Nahin meri jaan, main kyu jhoot bolungi

Aachaa, aur Hamza tumhaare Ghar kyu aayenge ??

Arhaan ke sath aaya tha woh, He did not come inside my house, I called him but still he did not come... he was just smiling

Fiza's life was going smoothly until she heard the name of Hammad ,Fiza backed off and said that she would not think about Hamza now... Fiza did not like Hammad, Hammad was also like her family members... but Fiza could not change the truth about her future....

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