i welcome darkness and curse the sun
i welcome the cold and curse the warm
i welcome the pain and curse the joy
i welcome the numbness and curse the emotions
i welcome the empty and curse the full
i welcome the lies and curse the truth
i welcome the loud and cusre the silent
i welcome these because i know them all too well
i envy the wanted and loved because i know that i cant have it
i envy the young and inocent beacause i can never get it back
i envy the old and wise because they are almost done with this
