Yes "love is confusing " , you would definitely think that why I'm saying this. Okay okay wait & read this story it'll be clear my statment. What is actuall love?? is it only about cares ?? Or trust?? Or otheres ??
Let's find out !!
Let's enjoy the...
My heart is running so fast, why not !! After tow years I'm going meet with Ishan . It's so much horrible for me & I'm nervous too. In the last two years we didn't speak & meet with each other. Finally I reache to soft corner restaurant. Offs, I'm late he will definitely scold me, from my early childhood he is doing these same thing with me like a rude boss .
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A gentle man is sitting, he wore a white shirt & black jeans, oh white is my favourite colour he remembers these yes it good.Her body is so much shocking & it can easily attract maximum girls. Whatever why I'm being obsessed.
Slowly I'm going to near the table & seat politely. He is just looking my face , her eyes slowly becoming watery so I asked how are you!! But he doesn't reply me he just staring into my eyes & saying you will be never changed, Yes I'm right? Why you are saying these ?? Because you are 10 minutes late!! Is it normal for you??
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No.no.no..... .
Please sorry , it's my mistake. Ohhh really?? Remember you are not a kid now you are adult. So be serious.
Yeah, I was right, now he is scolding me ...oh nooooooo!! I'm afraid & I can't say anything. But I have to tell something now I'm not a little girl.
Yes I'm serious,& sorry for these disturbance. Yes , so what are you doing recently?? I'm preparing for medical entrance exam. After these line I can't tell anything because he is so much horrible for me from my early childhood. I just want to move from these place.
He called water & order exact my favourite thing yes, dumplings & pestry !! Oh, he really remember everything. After sometimes the orders came . Yes I'm so nervous. Suddenly he tells me what you are thinking actually... yes I know I'm handsome but don't think too much!! It's so much disscusting. I don't say anything & starting to eat . He simply looking into my eyes.
Like what's this , is it a date !! No way.
After 15 minutes I finished my meals, yes finally!! I'm thinking that why he doesn't change herself he is same to same like before how he was. He isn't my friend he is elder then me & so much arrogant. Slowly I become bored. So I simply asking him, what's your current profession. Well he replied me he is a software engineer in Singapore. Yes it's really great & earning very good. He completed his dreams . I'm really happy for these he was really a great student. Yes but I don't want to stay right now for longer. So I make a excuse that I have classes and I moved on.
Oh god finnally I free from these davil . My phone is ringing, oh it's my boyfriend Paul is calling me. I want to tell him everything but I'm afraid how will he reacts. So , I ignore his call. I get back to my room , thinking why he is so much rude with me . Yes I know he doesn't like any girls but he is a human how can he lives with any girl. Oh it's so much problematic!! It's his metter not yours pearl don't think so much, you have to focus on your studies!!!
Next morning, I hope it was a dream.
Oh noooooo, My room mate & best friend lily!!
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Lily..... What ? What?? About which dream you are saying actually??
Me..... Noo , everything is fine . Nothing serious.
Lily.... Ohhhhhh, I understand you don't want to tell me What actually happened !! Yes , I'm right ??
Me..... No way. It's not like these . Please don't think too much. Let's go to the classes we are getting too late.
Lily... Okay okay, let's go!!!
In the way of coaching, she asking me about my long distance relationship. I'm little bit unprepared for these .
Lily... Heyy !! your relationship, how is it going??? I'm sure you don't love him. Why don't you tell him anything?? Are you a crazy???
Me.... No dear, is it love or nothing I don't know. But he is really a good guy and so much caring & loving. How can I hurt him ??? Although he is a very close person in my life. He always helps me in every situation and supports me .
Lily.... So what??? First you say , Do you have any feelings for him ??? Do you love him ??? As obviously no, so don't be a stupid.
Me... Leave these conversation.
Lily.... Ohh really??? Wait wait. Did you tell paul about ishan??
Me... No, I couldn't!! Because I'm little bit afraid of how he will react on this. I really don't know whether to tell him or not , it's very confusing!! Since I am in a relationship with him, I should tell him everything but I couldn't.
Lily .... I know you don't have any loveable feelings for him . He is your only a close friend.
Me ... May be it's true or not. I don't know.
Lily... Please tell me about Ishan. Please please please tell . I want to know everything abou him.
Me..... Okay okay. I will say later . Now we come to classes, so stop these & let's go .
Somehow I ended these conversation with her . Thank God. Today I have my Physics & Zoology classes. I have to perform good in every single class, my dream is calling me .
My dream is not to be a house wife, no way. I want to be a great doctor. I will serve for the nation.
Yes, but everyone is speaking about love. According to me what's love , it's a game of hormones, it's breaks us into several prices. Give us frustration, anxiety & stress etc. I love only my parents. The ones I can trust with my closed eyes.
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Readers, what you think about love???? Let me know in the comment section.
