Cool For The Summer

You owe me, Answers

(This happens days before the interview) 

"Do you want to talk about what happened? " Billie asked as her and Y/n sat down on the roof, while smoking and drinking some wine "I just don't understand...why would she leave like that? ashamed of what?" Y/n said, Billie listening nodding for her to continue "I've thought about it so much and i just cant come to a conclusion..." She said puffing out the smoke, resting her head on Billie's shoulder,Billie was older than Y/n, she was nineteen almost twenty (in this she is, not accurate with her real age rn), Jenna wasn't that far from her age, Billie of course being the big girl here had to say something, she her self had given is some thought 

"If i were her...i think i'd be ashamed too dude" Y/n didn't say anything, she just stared at her friend, pulling back a bit so she could face her "Like, maybe she didn't even know she was going to meet you and well fall...plus shit has been going down with that Percy dude, for real he getting canceled so bad i'd drop his ass too" She said making Y/n laugh a bit nodding, she her self had searched the couple up, the disgust she felt thinking Jenna could fall for some one like him just...made her head blow 

"But the question is, do you really love her? would you forgive her? even if there's nothing to forgive, she didn't really do anything wrong, she just...panicked i guess...normal human reaction" Billie played with Y/n's hair, Y/n was happy her best friend was there with her, Billie had told her she felt something was wrong, oh she was right 

Soulmates aren't just lovers 

"I...would forgive her, yes" Y/n said very sure of her self, she would, in a heart beat, if Jenna would tell her what actually happened, in a heart beat without a doubt "I'm scared that maybe i was just...a summer fling" Billie gave her a soft smile "Your always coo' for the summer" Y/n rolled her eyes nodding "Yeah...but i don't want to be that to her, i want to be more than just a summer fling" 

They talked more, until Billie fell asleep, it was three thirty a.m, The singer being tired as hell and drunk gave up and passed out, mean while Y/n being drunk, even though she wanted to sleep she couldn't, her body couldn't sleep, it missed Jenna so much, nights and days were so slow

You owe me sleep
so much sleep... 

Scotti is calling... 

Jenna took a deep breath, c'mon, now is your chance, she tapped the green button 

"You answered..." She heard Y/n's voice on the other end for the first time in two weeks, it broke her heart, not hearing the usual cheery Scotti she had gotten used to

"I did answer...ciao scotti" She said walking to her bed, feeling very nervous

Y/n on the other line, nervous and shocked as well, feeling hope that she answered

"Ciao Jenna...i..missed you" Jenna felt her heart beat right away, feeling happy

"I missed you too...i...before-"

"Listen Jenna...sorry for cutting you off, but i just have to get this off me" She said, Jenna's silence telling her to continue, she cleared her throat taking a deep breath 

"We didn't really break up, you left but we never broke up...so...i don't want to break up with you, i..i want to try this out, i want us to be, i want to be with you, i want you to be with me, these two weeks have been horrible without you and i just...yeah...i know your busy, i know your life style and what not, i...i just want to know as well if...if you love him still...and that's totally fine, i'll understand if you do, no rush yeah? i just...yeah i want an answer so i can comprehend what happened or how do you  feel" 

Jenna was fighting off a smile as she whipped some tears, Y/n had a way of expressing her self, so true, so pure, straight to it 

"Scotti, i'm sorry...i'm sorry for leaving you like that, i just...i got scared, me and Percy are broken up, and your right, me and you aren't broken up... i do owe you an explanation, i just got so scared , i really don't know why i ran, it was the most simple thing to do at a time, i didn't want to see you hurt either because of my fault , i feel like crap honestly, i missed you too so much you have no idea how much i've missed you, i wish i could take back what i did and i should've stayed with you ohhhh and plus Mafalda with that shotgun was scary "

She stopped once she heard Y/n laughing "Wasn't expecting that from her too, she had it up her ass" they both shared a laugh , glad this wasn't awkward at all, it felt so good, so normal

"I know, i wonder how long she waited to finally use it but anyways...i'm sorry Y/n,i hope you can forgive me"

"I have a question" she heard Y/n, the static on the other end noticeable, she could hear her heavy breathing, she could tell she was nervous 

"Yeah?"

"Do you really love me...? or was i just a summer fling?" 

Jenna frowned at hearing her question, she couldn't lie, she really didn't expect to meet Y/n and fall for her, plus she was dating Percy at that time...she was supposed to be a summer fling, but it didn't happen...she didn't expect it to grow like it did 

"I do love you, and you aren't a summer fling"  a small lie, but she could't heart her anymore, sometimes thing's shouldn't be said or known 

"Promise?" 

"Promise, Scotti, i do love you so much...i actually stole a couple things from you" 

"Oh yeah i noticed" Y/n said giggling "So...are we...?"

"Yes, we are dating Scotti" 

Small update, just to let you guys know that if i don't update tomorrow, will update until sunday night, but will try my best to update, enjoy! 

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