Cool For The Summer

No goodbye, And it hurts

Y/n got home with the side of her eye stitched, her ribs were fine, just bruising that would go away with an ointment

"Ricordatevi di riposare e di stare tranquilli" (Remember to get some rest, stay safe) Mafalda said as she gave the kid her bag of medicine, Y/n nodded smiling softly at her "Lo farò, non preoccuparti, grazie Mafalda" (I will don't worry thank you) Mafalda smiled at her as she made her way to the kitchen, she grunted as she made her way up the stairs to her room 

"Jenna! Emma!" she called out, her room door in already in view, when she was at the hospital she would think about what had just happened, she came to the conclusion that Jenna had broken up with him, and that resulted in him coming all the way over here since she just dropped his ass, she was hoping that's what happened, all she needed to do was to ask Jenna and they could both be happy. 

She stood outside of her room frowning as the door was opened, the bed in view, the bed was made, the room was clean...She frowned even more as she pushed the door fully opened 

"Jenna?" She said softly looking around

Her luggage that used to be on the floor wasn't there, neither was Emma's... she opened the bathroom door, their toothbrushes were gone, the hairbrushes, skin care products, everything, Y/n with hope still checked her room where she was currently sleeping

Nothing

Nothing was there, just her stuff, just as she had left it, her heart felt tight, as her eyes watered realizing they had left right away...Her eyes scanned the room seeing a piece of paper on her pillow and a shirt which she knew who belonged to so well, with a pack of Marlboro Gold that weren't  there before, she made her way to it grabbing the note first softly 

Dear Scotti

It's Jenna, you've never seen my handwriting so that's why i'm saying who it is, i wish i could write so much but i have not much space for that
I want to say i'm sorry, for everything, i want to say so many things...my time with you has been amazing and so magical, i'm very embarrassed to see you have to today, so i have decided to leave with Emma

I hope you understand my irrational decision....

I do love you...

-Jenna Ortega . 

"I do love you..." She read out loud, her face scrunching in sadness, her vision getting blurry as she reached out for the shirt pulling it to her chest hugging it 

It seemed
So perfect, but ended
So soon...

Oh...
How my heart
Broke
When i didn't 
See you... 

Y/n couldn't hold in her emotions, she let out a dying piercing scream, it hurt too much, it hurt so so much, her first love, her first every thing had just left her...without any other explanation, She sobbed uncontrollably, how could this happen to her? why did it happen to her? did she even really loved her? She knew, she was sure that she did love Jenna

Mafalda ran in quickly in to the room 

"Oh mio Dio, cos'è successo, stai bene?!" (Oh my god what happened are you okay?!) She asked very worried seeing at Y/n in that state, on the bed sobbing hugging something between her chest 

"Ha lasciato Mafalda, ha detto che mi amava e se n'è andata" (She left Mafalda, she said she loved me and she left) , Mafalda frowned at hearing those words understanding right away, Her and Jenna got so close quickly...now she could see why, she didn't care Y/n liked girls, she was like a daughter too her "Oh, mio povero bambino, vieni qui Mafalda è qui, va tutto bene" (Oh my poor baby, come here Mafalda is here it's okay..) She said sitting on the bed carefully pulling her in to a hug as she sobbed. 

And so they stayed like that for a while...until Y/n fell asleep on her bed cuddling Jenna's shirt 

Mafalda's heart broke at the sight as she shut the door softly, hoping she would be okay.. 

There was no goodbye
Just an absence, sudden,
Abrupt, and louder 
Than any voice could be... 

Billie had called Y/n multiple times, every single time going to voicemail 
"Something's not right man" She said looking at Finneas with a worried expression, who him as well looked worried "Do you think something happened? she always answers calls" He said, scratching the back of his head trying to figure out what could've happened "I don't know...when's the next show?" She asked, Finneas already knew her idea as soon as she asked that "This one and we got four days off" He said nodding, Billie nodded "Get me a flight as soon as this ends please, doesn't matter how much it cost" Finneas nodded as he looked at their assistant.

Billie arrived at Italy, thankfully incognito, She quickly got an uber to take her to the train station to get to Crema , she was impatient, the drive was feeling to long, she knew something wasn't right, she kept calling and calling but no response  . 

She got to train station, right on time for the last bus.

She got a cab to Crema

The drive was so long, everything was so long, she hated it that, she felt relief once she saw the entrance to her friends house, quickly paying off the cab and grabbing her small luggage, she ran to the front knocking 

She remembers when Y/n flew to Berlin to see her when she was at a horrible state, How she didn't hesitate to leave in the middle of school to see her, how she stayed for a whole week with her, cheering her up and just being with her, she would never forget that 

"Chi è? Oh Billie, che sorpresa!" (Who is it? Oh Billie, what a surprise!) Mafalda said smiling softly at her bringing her in to a hug, Billie who hugged back and pulled away "Hi Mafalda i came to see Y/n, is she here?" Mafalda's english was not that great, but she could communicate , Billie could see the serious in her face, making her worry a bit "Yes but she is sad, she's sleeping a lot" Billie frowned "Why? What happened is she okay?"  Mafalda nodded "Not for me to tell, She's in her room sleeping oh and if you lay with her be careful with her ribs" She said making way for her to come in. 

What? okay? 

She didn't even knock, she just opened the door, she scanned the place, she noticed she was back in her room, Did Jenna and her friend leave?, She saw Y/n curled up sleeping, hugging the pillow and blanket, Billie felt relief once she was she was safe, she turned on the light on her stand, the soft light, lighting up the room, She gasped once she saw the stitches on her face, a nasty bruise as well, what Mafalda had said made sense now, she grabbed Y/n's phone trying to turn it on, it was dead , No wonder...

She also saw the piece of paper next to the phone, She picked it up reading it

A gasp left her mouth as she looked at her friend still sleeping, noticing the tear stains on her cheeks, her heart broke at the sight...

"I'm here Scotti..." She whispered pecking her forehead, as she went to the bathroom to shower.

She came back and the girl was still sleeping, she turned off the light and laid next to her, wrapping her arm around her waist carefully, relieved she was there, even though the circumstances weren't the best, Scotti was her safe place. 

Y/n felt someone lay with her, she knew who it was just by the smell of the shampoo, she was glad Billie was here, how'd she know ? she wanted to say hi and hug her, but her eyes and body were to tired, she fell asleep right away... 

You're everywhere
Except right here
And it hurts...