sam and colby oneshots

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an - havent posted in a long time, im so sorry!!

angst time 😉
no but like i cant even write actual sad angst like... idk how to write man.

Colby's POV

I messed up.
I actually fucked up.

Sam and I had gotten into a fight about a silly thing.
It wasn't really a big deal, since we argue over small things all the time as a joke.
But-

Past

S - Oh, come on! You're joking!
C - No, I'm not!
S - I've been working all day, it's your turn.

C - It's not like I've been sitting idle!
S - At least help me, Colbs-

C - I'm not a fucking robot!
S - You've done nothing this whole day, Colby!
C - Shut up, man. I hate you.
S - Wait, what?

C - Wait no- I didn't mean that!
S - ...

Present

I shouldn't have said that.
Sam's sensitive, and I know that.
But here I am.
Fucking idiot.

Sam went into his room after that, and hasn't come out since.
I want to go check on him, but I can't get myself to.

The thing that really hurts me is the fact that he has talked to me about this, about people saying stuff like that to him, and how much it hurts him.
And I still said that.
What's wrong with me, man.

Pull your shit together Colby, and go talk to him.

I walk towards his door, and hear music softly playing in his room.
He might be sleeping.
Or he might be watching something.
Or he might be crying.

I'll have to talk to him sooner or later.

I open his door as I keep that thought in mind.
"Sam?" I say, peeking my head into his room.
He was lying in bed, watching his phone.
"What?" He said, his voice cracking.

It was clear from his voice that he had been crying.
Guilt. I felt nothing but guilt.
"A-are you okay?" I asked as I came into his room.
No response. (got left on heard 😔)

I sighed, sitting down on his bed.
"Sam, I'm sorry. I'm really really sorry for saying that. I didn't mean it. I don't hate you. I could never hate you-"
"Colbs, stop. It's okay."
"But it's not."
"..."
"What can I do to make it up to you?" I asked. I was willing to do anything.
"It's okay, Colbs-"
"Sam."
"Okay, fine. Come sleep with me, I guess."
"Oh?"
"Colby."
"Sorry-" I said as I got in the bed with him.

"You know I could never hate you, love." I said, looking at him.
"Yeah, I know."
"Do you?"
"..."
"I love you, Sam. I really do. I know I shouldn't have said that."
"Colbs-"
"I genuinely could never in my life hate you. I'm really sorry."
"It's okay, Colbs. I know you didn't mean it." He said, giving me a reassuring smile.
I smiled back.

"So you're not gonna say it back..?" I said, pretending to cry.
"Are you serious-"
I stared at him with an obviously look on my face.
He just stared back at me, and rolled his eyes.
"Come on, man." I said making a sad face.

"..........."

"Fine. I love you too, Colbs."
"I knew you were in love with me-"
"I think it's the other way around."
"What-"

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REALLY SHORT CHAPTER I KNOWWW
IM SORRYYYYYYYY I JUST HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO MOTIVATION PLUS SCHOOL IS LIKE REALLY GETTING TO ME SO <3

ANYWAYS I HOPE YOU GUYS ARE DOING WELL, LOVE YOUUU :DDD