The Past is Hard to Leave (Reader x Ciel)

Chapter 5

A/N: How about I stop writing these silly things and let you get to

Reader's P.O.V.

The red head introduced everyone to me. She is Mey Rin, the maid of the manor. The blonde is Finny, the gardener. The dirty blonde was Bard, the chief. I smiled at them and tried to introduce myself when they all told me, Sebastian had already told them who I was. I giggled, ¨Well, isn't he on the ball with introductions!¨ They all laughed about my remark, ¨We didn't expect you to be so pretty and beautiful! Do you need us to get you anything Lady (y/n)?¨ Finny said making me blush. ¨Thank you. I don't need anything but could someone just sit around for me to talk to? There isn't many people around to talk to...¨ They all said they would stop by when they weren't busy with work. As I started to walk back inside of my room Sebastian saw I wasn't in the room. He came to me and asked how I was feeling, I told him I was great. He felt my forehead, asked if I was light headed or if my head was spinning. I told him that I wasn't anymore, he nodded. ¨That's great! You are ridding of this cold very fast. Would you like to go eat breakfast in the dinning hall?¨ I smiled, ¨May I?¨ He smiled and told me to be ready in 15 minutes. I walked back into my room and found a nice dress. It was (f/c) with a little bit of white.  As I walked down the stairs, I heard a familiar voice from behind me. ¨Lady (y/n), I see you are feeling better this morning! That is great!¨ I giggled with a slight smile on my face, ¨You have some of the nicest servants I've met. Mey Rin is super kind, Finny is a little flirt, and Bard was respectful!¨

~ Time Skip of 90 minutes~

You had finished your breakfast with Ciel. Everyone sat around for 15 minutes afterwords while you walked to the library to read a few books. Ciel had interrupted one of the stories you found of interest. ¨(y/n) would you do me the honor and come with me on a walk around the mountain garden?¨ He said to you in a soft voice. ¨You smiled and agreed to go. You are now in the carriage with Ciel, on your way to this garden you were told about.

Reader's P.O.V.

Ciel is so sweet to take me to a garden. This is real too much honestly but I think there is more than a simple garden walk. I keep getting a bad feeling about it, I real wish I knew what was going on. ¨(Y/n) why did you run away from your parents?¨ You looked at him and then to your feet, ¨My real mom had died while giving birth to my baby brother who also died. My dad was an alcoholic who only beaten me, along with my step mom. She only made it worse. When she wasn't drunk, she was picking on me for being fat, stupid, ugly, well anything she could think of...¨ Ciel grabbed my hand which caused me to look at him in the eyes. I could feel that my cheeks were showing blush. ¨(y/n) I'm guessing offering a free ride 'home' is something you would pass up... Do you want to stay at my manor since that isn't real home to you?¨ I sniffled and nodded your head.

Ciel's P.O.V.

I'm not sending (y/n) back there... She is too beautiful to get beaten anymore. A single tear slipped down her face. I gripped her hand harder and with my other hand I wiped the tear off her cheek. ¨There is no need to cry... You aren't going back there, I won't let you even if you tried.¨ She looked at me and then jumped to my side of the cart. She wrapped her arms around me and began to cry. I think I am gaining feelings for this girl... I can't let myself get close, what am I doing?! Ciel, why are you letting yourself lose track of the main goal of this trip? I lightly pushed (y/n) off of me, I looked her in the eyes and gave her a handkerchief to wipe her tears away.