I Doubt I Will Survive Living With These Guys

The Confession

Quote of the Day: 

"Homosexuality isn't a choice. Discrimination is."

                                                        -Unknown

The Confession-

After the game, Bianca and I went up to my room and Cam went to the guest room. The other guys went to their rooms.

Hours after falling asleep, I woke up thirsty. I got up and stumbled down stairs to the kitchen.

I grabbed a cup from the cabinet and filled it up with water, gulping it quickly. I put the cup in the sink and turned around. Someone cleared their throat and I jumped startled. I looked at the table and saw someone sitting there.

"Who's there?" I asked, squinting my eyes to see in the darkness

"It's me. Vince." He said

"Oh, why are you up so late?" I asked, walking over to him

"Can't sleep." He said

"Want to talk about it?" I asked, sitting beside him

"It's kind of hard to talk about…to people." He murmured

Looking around, I smirked. “I don’t think anyone is going to walk in and interrupt or hear us.”

He took a deep breath. "You promise not to disown me as a friend or anything?" I nodded and he continued, "I'm bi. You know, as in bisexual."

Arching a brow, I chuckled. “Why would I disown you, Vince? You like who you like.”

Swallowing hard, he finally looked up at me, tears in his eyes. “I told my parents last month. They asked me not to call back. Ever.”

“Vince…” I murmured, wrapping my arms around him

A sob shook his body and his head fell against my chest. Holding him tightly, I rested my cheek against the top of his head.

“Everything’s going to be okay. You have us and you’re parents are going to come around. Your mom can’t go more than a few weeks without talking to you. She’s probably going insane right now.” I said, running my hand through his hair

Chuckling, he pulled back, wiping his tears. “You’re right.”

"Does anyone else know?" I asked, wiping a stray tear with my thumb

“Dallas. I’m too scared to tell the others.” He sighed, scratching his neck

I grabbed his face gently, "Look at me." I said softly, "You don't have to be ashamed."

"How can I not be?" He asked just as softly

"It's not like they would disown you as their friend." I said, smiling at him

"You’re not going to tell them right?" He asked panicked, wringing his hands together

"No, of course not.” I said, dropping my hands to my lap

"I just don't want to be like this. I want to be normal." He said quietly

“What is normal? “I questioned, “People are always saying ‘be normal’. I associate normal with ordinary and you are far from ordinary, Vincent. Be extraordinary, not ordinary or normal. Normal is boring.”

Vincent smiled slightly and grabbed my hand, “You can always make me feel better. Thank you.”

"Anytime." I grinned, tightening my hand on his

"You’re the best Lexi. No joke."

“Oh, why thank you, kind Sir.” I laughed, flipping my hair

"Let's go to bed." He suggested, standing up

Nodding, I stood up and began walking to the stairs but he pulled me back and hugged me tightly.

"Thank you so much." He whispered, squeezing me

"You’re welcome." I said standing on my tip toes to kiss his cheek.

We both began walking up the stairs and I turned to look at him.

"So, do you like any guy or girl in particular?" I asked, feeling nosy

"Why do you want to know?" He asked chuckling

"So I can give him the 'Hurt him you die' speech and if it's a girl I'll kick her ass if she breaks your heart." I said, nodding at him

He laughed, “Now I'm definitely not going to tell you."

"But why?" I whined, pushing his shoulder

"You'll scare him off." Vincent stated, pushing me back

So, it's a guy?" I asked smirking

"Ah, hell." He groaned, rubbing his forehead

"Loser, I'm going to find out." I said stopping at my door

 "We'll see." He called over his shoulder.

He walked into his room and closed the door.

I opened my door and saw Bianca spread out across my bed like a starfish. I groaned and walked up to the bed, pushing her legs out of the way so I could lie down.

Tomorrow, my mission is going to be finding out who has Vincent’s heart;

After a long night of sleep.

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A/N:

Nor*mal

  1. conforming to a standard; usual, typical, or expected.     Never lower yourself to others' standards. Always be your own person and if they don't like what you do or say, ignore them. People are discriminated against everyday and it is so common now, some of us don't pay any attention to it. We have people judging others because of their beliefs, color of their skin, or who they love. We are not here to judge each other but to be kind and loving to all. Some of us have forgotten the reason we are here. We're not here to put people down but to instead raise their spirits and to bring smiles to the faces of those around us.      Please, think before you act or speak today. Make someone smile, not frown.       I love you all! Thank you for reading and always bringing a smile to my face!