CHAPTER NINE
( painkillers. )ᵣₑₐₗ ₗᵢfₑ !!
( maisie's pov )▆▆ IM BISEXUAL AND I KNOW it's not a bad thing but growing up, it was a struggle.
My parents never really accepted it, like at all. When I told them at 14 that one of my close friends was my girlfriend they went crazy on me.
Her name was Bea and we were perfect. I still have photos of me and her on my phone from when we used to secretly hangout. When my mom found out she told Beas parents and wiped me from all her contacts and I haven't seen her since. I really did love her, we were eachothers firsts for everything. She was my first kiss and I'll never forget the weird laughter and silence afterwards.
Ever since then I haven't spoken to my parents at all, that's why I moved in with Alisha when I was fifteen and had another of their treatments towards me. Harry and Gemma were both living elsewhere, so it was just me and they would scream and compare me to them and how perfect they were.
Not a fuck-up like me.
It really hurt. I would stop eating for weeks and would just lay in bed until the girl who I now know as Tina came in and made me sing for them. It was the only thing that gave me happiness since everything.
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𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐘 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋, billie eilish
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