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(Why do I make myself cry? I now understand your pain guys)

*NEXT DAY/Josh's POV*

I stared at my sister peacefully sleeping with wires attached to her, there was one thing that was bothering me and that was the breathing mask. Her breathing had stopped last night just after we all left, we ended up rushing back to the hospital. Doctors couldn't risk anything so they gave her a breathing mask but if she doesn't wake up in the next month then they are going to take it off and it will be the end of her, I couldn't lose my sister not after founding her. Simon hasn't left her bedside since yesterday when her breathing stop and I'm ok with him being there but he's not eating or sleeping which is now scaring us that he might end up in hospital. I've been going back and forth from the house and hospital, I would go home and get some sleep but it would be like an hour then come back. No one is in the mood for uploading, we all have tried to upload or record but we would just start crying knowing that we might lose Tami. Vik did a livestream for Minecraft but it didn't end so well, everyone was asking why we aren't uploading and some where asking what happened. He couldn't hold it anymore and started to cry which just caused everyone to go mental, Abbie had to take Vik out while Lewis explained that we were going through a rough time and need some space before ending the livestream. Mum called last night when I got home, I told her what had happen I couldn't hide it from my mum. Mum and Tobi's mum are on their way here since Tobi's mum is close with mum and she might need someone there because we are just a mess. Also Simon's parents are on their way here since Lucy started to cry when on the phone with them, Natalie ended explain everything and about Simon's well-being. We all were sat in Tami's hospital room just staring at her, no one was saying a word but just then the parents bursted into the room

"TAMI" Mum shouted and ran over to her, we watched as the parents looked at Tami

"Oh God" Tobi's mum-Mrs Lerone-said (I don't know Tobi's last name and I don't want to write Mrs Jizzle since that sounds grimm. And I'm not sure if his last name is Lerone but I'm gonna use it since it's on his second Twitter)

"I c-can't lose m-my d-daughter not after f-finding her after s-so long" Mum said and cried, a tear rolled down my face

"Mrs Zerker please calm down" Freya said

"Don't tell me to calm down Freya, my DAUGHTER IS IN HOSPITAL" Mum said/shouted, I stood up and walked to her

"Mum" I said

"Josh s-she's g-going t-to b-be o-ok r-right? Y-your s-sister w-will be ok" Mum said, I didn't say anything

"Right? J-Josh you're not saying anything" Mum said, I just looked at her with tears. Mum started to cry and I hugged her, please get better Tami

*Simon's POV*

I watched as Josh took his mum outside and the others followed while my mum stayed back, I looked back at Tami and let a few tears fall while I was holding her hand. I heard movement next to me and then saw my mum sit down next to me

"You really care about her" Mum said, I nodded my head

"Simon, you need to get some sleep or eat at least" Mum said, I shook my head

"Simon, look at me" Mum said, I stared at Tami before looking at my mum

"My poor baby" Mum said and wiped some tears

"I can't live without her mum" I said

"I know baby, Lucy told me how much you care about her and how much you love her" Mum said

"Did Lucy tell you how this is my fault? I caused this, if I went after her then she wouldn't be here" I said

"Simon, this isn't your fault. You didn't know it was going to happen. When girls see stuff like that, they need time alone. She needed to think and you gave her that space, you didn't know she would get hurt" Mum said with tears in her eyes

"We were planning to come visit you, dad, Nick and Johnny. I wanted you guys to meet her" I said, mum nodded her head and let a tear fall

"When she recovers or gets out of hospital, I'll bring everyone and we'll meet her. If she has such a big effect on you then she is special to you and I want her in your life" Mum said

"What if she doesn't make it mum?" I said and let another tears fall

"Don't say that baby, she will make it because she has a strong heart but mostly she has a big family that is praying for her to get well. She is a strong girl and I don't know her personally but she's already has an effect on me" Mum said

"I'm scared I'm going to lose her" I said and cried

"I know baby I know" Mum said and pulled me into a hug, I hugged her before still held Tami's hand in one hand. Please get better Tami, I need you...

A/N

I'M OUT OF ICE CREAM *Starts to cry*

I'm actually crying

Have a lovely day and cya

Tamiii x

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