My dad's bestfriend difficult love (FEMALE READER)

Chapter six (6)

Y/N P.O.V

I lowly make my way to Noah's room. I nock but don't get an answer. i opened the door to only be meet with a dark room. I close the door behind me and make my way to his bed. He is sleeping. Damn it, i don't want to wake him. He looks so peaceful. I squat down so i'm on face level. What is this man doing to me. Taking my hand in his hair, i start playing with it. I didn't play long before his hand grabbed mine "Y/N, what are you doing" "I cant sleep, i need for us to talk before i can sleep. I have to many things going inside my head" he then stretch over me turning on the lamp on his bedside table. Now i can see him perfectly. i still haven't moved. "get up her and lets talk" he say patting the space beside him. he lifts his cover up so i can get under. "so what you want to talk about" he say, just smiling at me, like nothing. Like we didn't have a hot ass thing going down in the kitchen. "Pleas Noah. You know what i want to talk about " he didn't smile at me now. He then quickly got on top of me "you want to talk about this" He lean down kissing my neck again. A moan slipped out. It didn't feel so good now, it sort of hurt, because of the other marks. "Noah pleas stop, I want to talk" i shoved him off of me and i straddled him holding his hands down. "Noah, pleas can you just listen to me" He looked ashamed. he made me feel bad. i sight " Noah what are we even doing, it's noting good " I still didn't look at me. I let go of his wrist.

I cupped his face turning it to me. his eyes was not looking at me "Noah... look at me" i rubbed my thumbs on his cheek. he looked at me, i have never seen this look on him. he looked hurt, sad and mad. not at me but at himself. This made me feel bad to. He hasn't done anything wrong. its me i let him do it. i could have said stop but i didn't. But at the same time he should not be doing it, he is a grown man. He knows this is not right. I like him i do, i think i love him, but its wrong. Someone has to draw a line. "Noah, i like you. i do. a lot. Its wrong but i just like you and i cant push that feeling away. But someone has to draw a line. So that's what i'm going to do" He didn't say anything "pleas say something Noah" his hands slowly moved up my legs. "i like you to y/n. i do not want us to draw a line" his hands are resting on my inner tight "But you know this is wrong in so many ways, don't you see it!!

1. You are my dads bestfriend

2. You are almost the same age as my dad

and last They would never approve off this (pointing between us) 

"well i dont care" is all he say. "well i care Noah, i care. if they find out they are going to hate me, they are going to kick me out " i start to cry. i rub my eyes. "Hey hey don't cry, Pleas princess" He then lift me up a bit so he can sit up. "Noah. i want to be with you. i like you but its hard" I sniff he grabs my hand "Shhhh lets not think about that now ok, lets just sleep. its been a long day" i nood and we lay down. he holds me close to him. its warm and good. he stoke my hair making me feel relaxed. I look up at him and he looks back at me. "Fuck you Noah" he looks weird at me. I cant my heart is so much stronger then my brain at this point. I sit up and lean closer to him "This is all your fault" i whisper as i move closer "damn you for being so Perfect" i move closer and finally our lips collide. My head is spinning and the butterflies are everywhere. He instantly kisses back. i pull back and look at him "i have been wanting to do that for so long princess" 

he grabbed my face kissing me again this time more rough his hands guide me to sit on him and i do. He then rocks me back and forth and i feel him growing bigger. I moan in the kiss and he takes the opportunity to slide his tongue inside. I grind on him, so he takes his hands under my shirt rubbing my back and slowly move to my chest but before he do he stops. he brake the kiss "Can i" he ask i nod. but he didn't do anything "I want you to say it, i won't accept verbal communication"  His eyes are full of lust "i-i want you to touch them " i place my hands on his and guide them to my breast "Good girl" he flips me over so i am on my back. He lift my shirt higher and higher so now my breast is showing. he takes one in his hand and hen he start kissing up to the other. When his mouth is on my breast i let out a moan. HE looks at me in satisfaction. i hold his hair tugging on it. "fuck, Noah i want you" He smiled "what do you want me to do" he trace his hand down my body stopping at my thong. "oh your already so wet , now what do my princess want" "I want you inside me" when i say that he takes my thong off and start's to rub my clit.   "oh god"  I gasp, i have never felt this before. He then takes on finger inside me "damn y/n is tight "he say, i blush "well, its my first" "first time having sex" he ask, i nod my head " that and first time touching down there " he looked at me "First time a man had done it" i nod "and me.. i have never touched myself" i look away, is finger slips out and i feel empty "im so happy to be your first" he kisses me. i put my hands on his chest and arms, i don't dear going down.

He then grab my hand guiding them down to his hard cock. Shit it huge. He then starts moving his hand helping me. after a minute he let go and im doing it alone. "your so good baby" he say. i then take my hand to the hem of his boxer sliding it inside. i then start rubbing him from inside his boxer "shit y/n, that's good" he say he pulls down his boxer and i continue to rub it " you have a condom " he ask "no i was only planning on talking, but its ok. i'm on the pill " he nodded. he then place himself at my entrance "You ready, ill go slow, tell me when it hurts" i nod "words" he say "Yes i will tell you" "good girl" he then slowly start going in "ahhh fuck" i say as i prevent him from going further. "im not even in sweetie" "just give me a secon" i breath and take  my hands away so he can move again. But as he does he kisses me. i focus on kissing him that i don't feel him go inside. he then moan. "you ok" he ask i look at him "yeah, is it all in" i ask he nodde " i dodnt feel it" i say. but then he smirk and start to move. i rips inside me "ooh fuck Noah" That hurt like hell. he moves at a slow tempo until im ready "Ok you can move faster"  i say and he does. the pain is no longer there. " Fuck" he say lifting one of my legs in the air. I gasp as he does, he gets even deeper inside "Ahh Noah ur too deep" I almost scream. He kisses me but its sloppy. he then pull out. i gasp as he does " Get on all four" he say i do and he slams inside me again without a warning. "right there " i say and moan in to the pillow. we keep this position for a while before im on my back again. this time with a pillow under my lower back. "This is going to make you feel even better" he say and pushes inside of me again. And he was so right, each time he go in i fell fireworks. "Noah... i think im peeing" i say but i dont know, it feels weird " Your going to come" i gasp and my stomach is twisting "come for me" he slams one more time "im coming " i say and the best feeling ever goes over me. i feel so light. "Im cuming" he say i wrap my legs around him. He slams one last time and i can feel hot liquid. he stay in this position a bit before pulling out. he kisses my lips and lay down beside me.

"That was amzing" i say cuddling up to him. "you did so good princess" he say taking the cover over us. "good night" i say. "good night" he say back kissing my forhead.