Chapter 31

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Fucking hell , what have I done? What if she leaves me "are you the one that was stalking me?"  She says so quietly that I almost didn't catch it "what?" How did she

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Fucking hell , what have I done? What if she leaves me "are you the one that was stalking me?" She says so quietly that I almost didn't catch it "what?" How did she.. "were you stalking me ?"

Fuck fuck what do I say ? Do I tell her the truth?
Should I? "Yes I was stalking you" I say "but not for the reasons you think"

She puts her hands on my chest pushing me away but I don't move " so you knew what has happened to me and never helped me?" Her eyes were filled with tears "I did stalk you but I never saw anything bad , it was either I wasn't staying long enough or I was afraid that you would get caught in trouble with mafia , I never wanted anything bad happening to you and I never stayed too long only few minutes every night and than I stopped cause I felt bad for what I did and it felt wrong"

The tears in her eyes falls down her cheeks "the necklace?" She asks quietly "it's in our room in my side of drawer" I should apologize  "Why did you give it to me?"

" because I wanted to keep you safe." I had placed a tracker in her necklace, is it that bad? I don't think so, ok fuck it's definitely not good " how?" She questioned raising her brow "tracker, that necklace had a tracker" she pulls the ring up to her face "does this also have tracker ?"

"No it doesn't" she puts the ring down "why are you even doing all this ? These rings and all other stuff?" She frowns

How do u tell her that I want to give her everything she ever wished for , that she is good enough and don't have to worry about anything, when will she realize that I love her so much that it hurts me to see her clueless about everything

"I want to make you happy, I love you okay ! I can't control myself anymore . I've hold back for long but now i can't do it any longer.Rose , I love you ! Why don't you understand that you belong to me , that you are mine and no one else's." I hold her arms tightly not realizing that I'm hurting her

"You are hurting me!" She shouts out , tears spilling down her cheeks

I release her arms noticing the red marks I left on them " I'm sorry, did I hurt you too much?"  I say as panic fills my voice "please give me space for now" she says as she gets off the table pushing me away from her , running back up the stairs without even looking back.

Fuck I messed up , i messed up so fucking bad
I'm losing her , and I can't even fix it , I just wanted to make her feel safe , now she is probably thinking I'm a fucking creep that watches her fell asleep at night 

Just than I get a call from Xavier , I pick up  , not even a second into the call as I hear him panting hard "Aaron , take care of my sister , I won't be home for a while or even longer" he breaths out the last words

Before I can even ask any thing he ends the call, without waiting any further I call my teams and tell them about it

" we have a problem" not one but two.

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