𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 | 𝐩𝐨𝐞𝐭𝐫𝐲

𝓼𝓲𝓵𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓵𝓵.

I long for you so desperately,
I cannot breathe at times.
Your voice and scent are engraved on me;
They ring through my mind like chimes,
Harmonic and disorderly all at once.
Sitting on your rooftop, music blasting;
With a frown, you hand me a bag of blunts,
and say, "I'm scared you're just acting."

But I never wanted so badly to be redeemed
and I never was religious but I still pray,
"don't let this be a daydream."
You hand me stolen Cabernet,
And wait for me to answer you.
I simply cannot, I am quiet.
For when you're with me I am anew;
without your smile in my life I riot.

I memorized the way you part your hair,
And your messy, unreadable handwriting.
I love your signature, steady flare.
I notice the way you are igniting,
and how you get excited about things.
I cannot get enough, I never will.
But the way you leave harshly stings,
and yet, I stay silent and still.