" I'm.. too weird? "

10 || Just bad ||

THIS CHAPTER IS RUI'S POV!

After Tsukasa had to be in hospital for a while
I was alone
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The days were longer since i had no one to talk to
or to even make an eye contact
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I know that i could call Saki to talk but very often she is in school or the hospital
Also, she is even more stressed. Her own, only brother got almost killed by someone
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The question is who?
Who did it?
Who would need someone like Tsukasa?
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Well, i don't mean to hate on him but, he is a bit... weird
Wow, now i am talking bad about him behind his back
How pathetic is that
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The last week, i was very stressed
Especially because we had a LOT of exams
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Tsukasa was my only trusted and normal friend
Thats very lonely of me
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Okay, maybe i said the shit about that,
" oh, i don't have anyone to talk with "
There was indeed 1 person I could talk to
Toya
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The best friend of Tsukasa. He said that they were friends from the childhood
And, that Tsukasa was the one to motivate him to follow his own dreams.
Thats very sweet
When i first met Tsukasa, i would never thought he'd do something like this at all
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The thing we have in common ( me with Toya ) that our parents wanted to choose the path we will go.
But the difference is that, I from the start denied everything they did. In my case, she did.
Toya is a bit different. His parents, and i think the whole family, wanted him to be the same as they are.
That shocked me, really
How fucked the parents could be that they will force their 3rd (?) child to do things he really didn't want to.
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I could talk to him but, i literally had no chance of even doing that.
I was skipping school. Because i was mostly sick. Deadly sick. They were mostly fevers. Very bad fevers
And being sick, alone, is hard
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My life is like that,
until he comes back

THIS ONE IS SHORT BC I WAS JUST GOING TO DESCRIBE HOW HE LIVES WITHOUT TSUKASA
ANYWAYS, SEE YA IN THE NEXT CHAPTER 💗