" I'm.. too weird? "

3 || Got better, but worse ||

[ Toya's POV ]
After we found Rui's body, have been couple of hours. Maybe 3 hours
Akito left a long time ago because Ena would kick him in the face for staying so long somewhere
So i was alone
And wet
But i got some towels from the nurses to be dry. And a blanket

Some more hours passed, nothing happened
I started worrying that he is... you know, dead
But at some point, someone grabbed my hand
It was.. Rui

[ Rui , "Toya" ]
" ah, you are awake! " i was happy for some reason. Well, maybe because i didn't have to experience seeing a
human die
No one wants that!
The only think i heard from Rui was..
Tsukasa-kun...you are so fcking stupid...
And he said that over and over again.
What happened between them two
I thought to myself
" Rui?.. Can you hear me? "
Rui slowly nodded
" ah, good "
" may i ask what happened between you and- " i got cut off because Rui put his hand on my mouth so i shut up
don't..say his name..
Rui said to me while still holding his hand there
Rui started to cry. I have never seen him cry before
I tried to tell something but, the only thing that came out was mumbling which you couldn't understand at all

For some reason, i started feeling very sleepy.
I think it was the lack of air when he put the hand on my face ( he put it on the nose and mouth for some reason )
And i was going to faint. Ah, wait i'm already fainting

Suddenly, i hear a very, very familiar voice calling my name. It was Akito
He saw that i was going to faint or sleep. So he ran as fast as he could
But, i have already fainted and fell on the floor. THAT HURTED . THE FLOOR IS SO PAINFUL TO FALL ON.
IT STILL HURTS.
But,
The picture was strange:
Rui is crying in his bed
I fainted on the side of the bed
And Akito trying to wake me up

You don't see that happening everyday
I don't remember what happened after, its like my memory got cleaned.

( 11:25 pm ) [ Akito's POV ]
Ena was asleep so i could go out to check up on.. Ryi? Or Rui? I can't remember
But I hope Toya is home already..
Anyways, i will go to the hospital now
( 11: 40 )
To my surprise, Toya is still here. But something is wrong.. i can feel it
I came closer and saw how this "Rui?" is putting a hand on Toya's face.
This can't be good
I need to che-
Then i saw how Toya fell to the ground
Then i RAN as fast as i could and calling his name. I got yelled by the doctors and nurses but i didn't care,
the only thing i care about here, is Toya
When i came, the scene was very.. strange
Rui cried?.. i think this is the only time i will ever see him like this
And.. Toya not moving on the floor
I was scared and angry at the same time. So i yelled... i regret doing that
"RUI KAMISHIRO, " i was so angry that i somehow knew his second name. I still don't know how
" WHAT DID YOU DO TO TOYA?! WHY IS HE ON THE FLOOR NOW?! " i came close to the bed but before i could do anything,
I felt someone grabbing my legs too tightly. It was Toya, but asleep.
I calmed down, and apologized to Rui. I was red like a tomato. This is so embarrassing
I picked up Toya, put him on my lap and patiently waited for him to wake up
Waited
And waited
Even more waiting
I started to get nervous
But, his heart was beating as it should be
And beating at all
So he waited more, he started to lose hope but.. he heard whispers, Toya's whispers.
He said that..
Akito..or who you are... let me go.. i want to wake up...
The words didn't mean a lot to me but i did what he asked for, i let him go.

Soon after, he woke up
I hugged him, he hugged me back.
And the thing i heard was..giggling? Rui was giggling now?

[ Rui's POV ]
I let down a nervous laugher, now they really think i am a weirdo
I got up, changed under the blanket, and walked off like nothing ever happened.
Toya and Akito were very, very, VERY confused
And, i owe them my life after all, i need to be grateful.
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Rui went home, it was already 2:00 am. And he had no good sleep.
Even though he was sleepy, he couldn't sleep at all.

A second ago i was feeling okay and now i am not better, only worse

THIS CHAPTER IS SO LONGGGG
Sorry for that 💗
I just finally had inspiration for the first time in months, so they will be a bit long 💞💗💀💓
Anyways, see ya in the next chapter 💖
EDIT: THE NEXT CHAPTERS WILL BE ON 22nd OF APRIL 2023