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Kinns pov

It's been a few hours since the truth about Porsche came out

I mean it wasn't like he was keeping it from me its just that he never knew himself

But even if he did was he always gonna keep it to himself

Prim does look pretty and I know she has someone of her own but why does it feel like her and Porsche would be good together

Even though its been years

Maybe in overthinking again, I just never thought that Porsche would have more flings than me

Is this how it feels to be a second choice

Maybe not, they were Nothing serious really

I sighed as I lay awake on hias bed

Porsche has been so supportive with everything that happened and what will happen now

I mentally groaned and turned to my side facing the window

"Kinn" I heard Porsche called out

I grunted

He sighed "kinn are you overthinking again, you shouldn't, you know how bad that can be for your health"
He said as he came to the bed and stroke my arms

Then he layed on it and became a big spoon

I leaned back against his chest

"After everything with Tawan, I thought we could learn to trust each other a bit more, I trust you kinn and I know you are the same"

I sigh "but I think prim is better than me though"

Porsche chuckled "better or not, she has a girlfriend, just like I have you and that's not changing"

I turn to look at him "look at you acting like the top, I thought I was supposed to be the top in the relationship" I joked

Porsche rolls his eyes "well when this top is insecure about something ridiculous then I gotta step up" he grinned

I smiled "im lucky to find you"

He nodded "me too" he leans to kiss my forehead but I backed away

I looked at the bed and back to him "believe it or not but I don't want to soil the bed of my hia"

Porsche laughed "ok ok but I was just gonna kiss your forehead that's it"

I grinned as he did exactly so

He pouts "so when are you coming back to our bed"

"When hia comes back"

He nodded then hugs me tightly as he fell asleep

I smiled, prim might seem better than me  but im the one that got Porsche's heart

Then the door bursted open, scaring Porsche as we both jumped from the bed

"Khun kinn, Porsche" arm calls out alarmed and distressed

Porsche looks at his friend concern "ai'arm is everything alright"

"Porsche we found them" arm said quickly

Me and Porsche widen our eyes and looked at eachother before Porsche spoke "come again"

"We found the young masters, they are heading to the hospital as we speak"

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