but I love you.. bakugo x deku

CHAPTER 22

Izuku's POV: ⚠️ homphobia,abuse, mention of suicide

(30 minutes untill able to be dismissed from the hospital)

Since Kacchan left me, I was able to throw the food in the bin again. i only just stopped weeping from kacchan shouting and then leaving me earlier.

What did this mean?

Did that kiss mean nothing, nothing at all to him,to us?

I had to stop thinking about that and emotionally and physically prepare myself for seeing my mum

I knew I was going to be punished and punished more than ever before

My phone was dead, and kacchan was gone.

There was nothing to do at all in this place except over think about everything possible,I was just sitting in the room only with the comfort of my own thoughts,

That was until my doctor came into my room. There were only about 5 minutes until 4:00. I was able to be dismissed from this place, so I'm guessing he's here to send me home

Once he was in the room, I saw another person walking in from behind the man with a large smirk on their face

It was my mother.

"Hey, kido, you ready to go home with your mum now?"the doctor says with a wide smile

"Mm..."I mumbled

"Hey, where's that kid that was with you?" The doctor questions

"H-he left.."

"Ah, really? Okay then,anyways, I'll help you put your belongings in the car with your mum"

"Okay.."

We head to my mums car as the doctor puts my things in the back of the boot of the car he then mentions something about therapy and stuff but I just nodded every few moments not paying enough attention to understand what he was saying since I was too focused on what was going to happen once I got home

The doctor says goodbye, and me and my mother get in the car to drive home with my mum saying thank you and fake stuff to the doctor pretending to be this happy person who's glad to see there soon being alive it was funny how fake someone can really be without showing a trace of how they really are on the inside

The doctor walks off to do his job and help other patients at the hospital as my mum drives us home she says nothing.

It was scary her face was pissed off as hell, but she said nothing. The car was silent all the way back home

We pull up to the driveway, but she doesn't open any of the doors of the car she just looks at me and smirks she looks back to the front of the inside of the car and suddenly breaks the silence of the atmosphere

She starts crazily laughing with a smirk still not facing my way untill she starts screaming at me

"YOU FUCKING MISTAKE!"

I bite my tongue and start tearing up

"YOU REALLY THOUGH YOU WOULD JUST GO AND DO THAT,IS YOUR LIFE THAT MISERABLE YOU HAVE TO DO THAT HUH?"

I stay silent

"TALK TO ME YOU FUCKING SHIT"

I still stay silent but tears start to fall

"WHAT DO YOU THINK PEOPLE ARE GOING TO SAY WHEN THEY HEAR YOU TRIED TO GO AND DO THAT,AND DONT YOU DARE THINK I DIDNT SEE HOW MUCH YOU WAS TALKING TO THAT FRIEND OF YOURS YOU FUCKING GAY OR SOMETHING I SWEAR IF YOU TOLD HIM ANYTHING AT ALL,GOD!"

I stay silent now silently sobbing

"STILL GONNA STAY SILENT YOU LITTLE SHIT,GET IN THE FUCKING HOUSE NOW!"