There has been so much lately, and I've had time to think.
To realize what life is and how this plays out...
In the end we are dead
It doesn't matter..
We only live for what?
For death.
We are forced into the world to do things we hate.
Get disciplined for doing wrong when we didn't know
I write a lot about pain and my hatred, this I'm so sorry for..
But I can't help that's all I really feel.
I'm so sick of living like this..
I'm so sick of waking up every morning knowing what I'm going to be like throughout the day..
I'm having a hard time finding joy in things..
Feeling happiness... I just can't...
When my eyes had opened up...
I realized how shitty everything really is..
I hate it..
I hate myself...
I hate life..
But I love it..
I don't know anymore...
YOU ARE READING
The lyrics & Poems
RandomThese are lyrics and poems...from my own heart. If you wish to use them for any purpose, please message me and I will more thank likely let you. there will be some triggering stuff in here, read with caution and at your own risk. Enjoy<3
