The first glance was just nothing!
Then one day I walked behind you going out the room.
I noticed you as someone nothing to me.
Then the semester ends, you are still nothing to me.
The second glance was hate!
Every time you call my name for attention.
As if it is for attention, well in fact, for you it is just for fun.
That is why it was, hating you.
The second glance was confusions!
Why I can sense I am the only one who would not smile back at you.
Why I cannot give you a good response, it is just my plain dead look in the eye.
Then my work contract ends, you are still nothing to me.
The third glance was excitement!
What the fuck on Earth I got excited?!
You came over where I stand and all I did was smile out of satisfaction.
Shaking each others hand as eyes meet and all I know, I am happy to see you again!
The third glance was surprising!
I got no heartbeat racing, no shit sweating.
But I know for the fact, I can stare at you all the way long.
That is why it was something I call, "Oh no!".
On that point of my season, our season;
Yes I can say, I am good to die.
Yes I can say, I am satisfied.
Yes I can say, That is all I wanna feel.
I caged myself with walls no one can touch.
I wiped off my romantic shits.
Then we meet again!,
Who are you? Care explain it.
