-In love?- R.e x G.e

8.

G.e {Pov}

"Until you learn not to make a scene in public." I say to russian empire.

He looks at me confused
"What!?" He asks "Your not my mom, neither are you my dad." He coldly says to me

"What are you even gonna do? teach me?" He sarcastically asks me.

"No, i will not teach you anything, and im not planning to." I answer him.

He looks at me.
"Good." He coldly says. "What are we even doing in your bedroom the german empire?"

"I don't know, i took you here because it was near." I explain to russian empire

He coldly looks at me.

"Whatever,lets go back." He says after being silent for sometime.
"I dont want my kid running away second time." He adds

We stay silent.

"You just wasted my time." Russian empire says breaking the silence.
"Now my kid has ran away." He adds

"Has he?" I ask him

"Definitely." He says "You don't know him." Russian empire says to me

"I don't, but why does he keep running away then?" I ask him

Russian empire stays silent, and turns his head with guilt?

"Are you regretting something?" I finally ask him.

He looks at me with regret and guilt.
"Am i that obvious?" He asks me

"What?" I say out loud.

"I said am i that obvious." He repeats.

I stay silent.
"Why are you telling me that..? Do you not care about your reputation?" I ask him confused.

"I could care less about my reputation right now!" He snaps at me "You already know a lot of things about me that could ruin my reputation!"

I'm too stunned to speak.

"Please don't tell anyone anything about me that could ruin my reputation." He lowers his voice.

I tried to ignore the 'please' he said.

"I..erm.." i try to say

"Please..i-i.." he starts to stutter.

I look at him with wide eyes.

...

Silence.

I wait for him to continue.

"I-i..i will do a-anything." He finally says it.

I look at him with wide eyes.

"What are you saying..?" I asks him "Your..ruining your reputation." I remind him

"DID YOU NOT HEAR ME THE LAST TIME!?" he shouts at me.

I flinch.

"I D-" he cuts himself off.
"I don't care about my reputation right now." He quietly says.

I stay silent, not knowing what to say.

"P-please." He says 'please' for the 3rd time.

"Stop." I say to him.

"What?" He asks me confused.

"Stop saying please." I say to him.

He looks at me with suprise.
"What? What do you mean!?" He harshly asks me "I can't say 'please' anymore!?"

"YOUR BEGGING ME." I snap at him "I don't care if its anyone else, but its you! The russian empire! Thats not normal!"

He looks at me with his wide eyes.
"What?" He softly laughs.

"Stop saying 'please'." I slowly repeat what i said to him.
"It doesn't sound right when you say it." I add

He softly smiles.

Is that a real smile?

"Promise me you won't." He says

I stay silent.

"Please.." he says

I wanted to say something but i kept my mouth shut.

You cant get nice with him, you will ruin your own reputation. I think to myself.

"Y-you..h-have" he starts to stutter.

Why is he stuttering?

I see tears form in his golden eyes.

"Are those tears..?" I ask him.

"What?" He asks me, and touches his eye.

His eyes go wide.
"I-i..haven't cried in years.." he starts talking to himself. "No..those are tears. Why am i crying? Oh right."

"Why are you crying?" i ask him the same question he asked himself.

"I can't tell you." He answers me.

"And why not?" I ask him.

"I don't know what's going on with you but your being nice and then mean." He answers.

I give up trying to hold my reputation anymore, what can he do? Tell about me? If he does i will tell about him.

"Because that's how i act near my-" i cut myself off, realising.

"Near what?" He asks me, curious.

No no no..i almost said 'the people i love'! But why? Do i love him?
Stop pretending to be stupid! Your in love with him! Shit.

"Hello..?" Russian empire asks me

"-near the people im close to." I finish with a lie.
Even with friends im not that nice. Who am i kidding i dont have friends!

A tear leaks out of his eye, he quickly wipes it.
"Why are you crying?" I ask him again.