Changed ( brance )

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bruce yamada

i wanna regret everything i said, but i can't, i don't wanna get hurt again, i'm tired of it. i cant just keep letting him hurt me. i cant. i won't

i just start walking, i don't know where to. it kinda just happens. happens a lot

i decide to go to donnas, shit i haven't told her anything

i approach her house, i kinda just stand infront of the door before ringing the door bell.

the door soon enough swings open "bruce!" she smiles "holy shit have you been crying!? what happened" she asks pulling me inside and closing the door. it takes me a while to respond "me and vance broke up" i let out a small chuckle after saying that. "what happened?" she asks, i go to sit down on the couch "he uh, he kissed some girl" i watched as donnas eyes widened, "who?" she asks sitting next to me "her name is ava?" "the fucking ginger!?" she calls out standing up quickly "Ich werde diese verdammte Schlampe anspringen, sie wird alles bereuen, diese Hure" she yells out before running up to her room

translation : im gonna jump that fucking bitch shes gonna regret everything, that hoebag

i never understand what donna says when she speaks in german but i know that it's never good when she's mad AND says something in german. normally ends in someone on the floor crying and bleeding from the nose with a black eye

she soon comes back down stairs with a metal baseball bat in hand, "donna no!" i yell before standing up and stopping her

it's a dangerous game to get in the way of donna and the enemy when she's mad. especially when he's holding a fucking baseball bat but i'm not gonna go let her beat someone up over this

"bruce i swear to god if you don't move your arsch!" she glares at me

translation : ass

"i know your mad but you can't just go beat her with a baseball bat! your gonna go to fucking jail!" i attempt to convince her, "that schlampe needs to pay!" she pushes, why the hell is she so strong "do i wanna know what you said?"

translation : slut

"no" she plainly responds, "then i'll go beat vance's betrügen Hündin Arsch!!" she smiles pushing harder

translation : cheating bitch ass

"please don't" i tell her and she calms down a tad, she at least drops the bat. "i will take this" i pick up the bat holding it in one hand "vance told me there was an explanation, maybe i should hear him out? i think i over reacted" i sighed dragging her over to the couch and sitting down

it's true, i think i did over react. or did i under react. maybe i should have let vance explain himself before jumping to conclusions. what if he wasn't cheating. but what if he was and he was just lying, fuck maybe i shouldn't have broken up with him

"no no no! you did the right thing" she gives me a hug "only hear him out if you feel like you need to"

vance hopper

and he just walked away. i felt the tears roll down my face. why the fuck didn't i say anything. i couldnt, i was stuck. but why the fuck was i stuck in place. my legs were shaking. the tears fell on my shirt. i couldn't hold back the tears. my lips was quivering. i wipe my tears away. i'm stuck in place, why the fuck aren't i moving. why aren't i trying to stop him. what is wrong with me

im finally able to pull myself out of my trance. "fuck" is all that i could say, i still feel tears rolling down my eyes. i run to my car and drive, drive to the one place i know i could. the one person i know i could trust.