I hate school i feel so fake here acting happy acting straight. Thats why i would be a great actor i act all the time for everyone. Everyone except him. I made it through the day i know we had dinner tonight with the Wolfhard's.
T.W. - SH
I got home and through my bag down on the floor. I went into the bathroom and turned on the shower. I opened my medicine cabinet and pulled out my razor. Pulling my pants down I drug the blade over my upper thigh in neat little rows. Not deep enough to leave a scar but deep enough to bleed. I watched the blood pool and drip mesmerized relaxed. I looked at my closer i could see the healing ends of my last round of cutting. If Finn knew he didn't say anything. We don't really have deep talks. We ignore each other, get on one another nerves, and fuck each other. That is all our relationship is. He doesn't have feelings and i shouldn't either. The mix of sex and cutting helps with my stress and anxiety helps me think clearly.
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