ᴏ, ᴍᴇᴀɴs ᴏᴠᴇʀ
It's over, he says. We're done, he said, but did I really agree to what he said? No! Because hindi ako makapaniwala na all we had were done. In just a snap, all we had disappeared like a bubble popped out of nowhere. Now I understand why moving on is hard when you can't accept that everything is over.
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It feels like today when he kissed me on my lips. Sometimes I unconsciously touch my lips and smile while I remember what happened last night. Para na nga akong tanga dito sa apartment ko dahil ngumingiti lang ako magisa and scold myself after, yep, me is totally crae-crae.
If someone ever enters my house, they would think that I've gone nuts.
Since this morning I can't seem to avoid Logan when I'm trying to dahil I felt awkward and hindi ko alam kung ano ang sasabihin. While him on the other hand seems like nothing happened.
This morning when I'm about to go down and get Orion from the pet shop dahil nakalimutan ko kagabi when he suddenly called and said sabay nalang daw kami. I don't have a choice, kaya sumang ayon nalang ako.
I look like a mute person dahil tumatango lang and talk a little kapag kinakausap nya ako.
"..."
"...Ai!"
"HEYY KAII!!"
"Ano ba!? And why are you shouting?" I look at him, and he pointed at the pet store.
"What?"
"The pet store... our dogs... Orion and Side," He said looking at me stating the obvious, and it really is, ako lang tong tanga na hindi matandaan.
"Ahh yess... our dog's haha. Sorry," Sambit ko habang mabilis na pumasok sa pet shop.
He called me, but I just ignore it, dahil namumula na ang aking mukha.
Nang makalapit sya sa akin, I already got Orion and Side and was signing some papers.
Kinuha nya ang mga aso sa akin and said sa labas nalang daw nya ako hihintayin, I agreed and continue signing the papers. When the cashier asks.
"Sir, magjowa po ba kayo?"
The question surprised me, dahilan kung bakit hindi ko sya nasagot agad-agad.
"Ahh hindi po. We're just friends," Answering her question kahit na namumula na medyo ang aking mukha. Yup, two friends that kissed.
"Ayyy sayang. I really ship you po sir since kahapon," She sighed in dismay. I ship us din po, hindi ka nag IISAAA!! My thoughts scream kahit na ako lang ang nakakarinig.
I just smiled at her, hiding the dismay I also felt.
Nang naka labas na ako, Logan's face was the first things I saw, and he looked a little annoyed?
Hala, vakit nakasimangot ang bebelabs ko. Di joke hahaha. Crazy me said.
