I dont Know

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Justin's P.O.V

I sat there in silence after I heard those words come out her mouth
Do I love her? .... I care about her and I even told cassidy that I love her to... But I love cassidy

Let go of cassidy...she's gone now
But I can't let go

"Justin?" I heard Infinity break the silence

I looked at her

"I don't Know...." I whispered

I heard her slightly sigh before she spoke

"Umm.... Im gonna go to the bath room"

She got up and left to the bathroom

I sighed as I mentally slapped myself
Why would I say that To her face as she expressed her feelings to me and I just turned her down..why am I such a douche

I heard sobs come from the bathroom
Fuck nevermind douche I'm a Jackass

I got up from the bed and knocked on the bathroom door

"Infinity?"

"What do you want" she said harshly ...I deserve it

"I'm so sorry infinity just please come and talk to me" I leaned up against the door

"No... I tell you I love you and you reply with I don't know... This whole time I was catching feelings about you because you gave me the signs thinking you loved me to... "

"I know Infinity but....I'm scared of being in love again!"

I heard a hand go on the doorknob I moved out the way so I won't fall

"What do you mean?"

She asked

"Its means that I'm scared of getting hurt again... I don't wanna lose you like I did cassidy I don't wanna be left with a broken heart if you left me.. I was hurt when cassidy was gone and she's always telling me to move on from her but its hard Infinity I loved her and I can't accept the fact that she gone and she's never coming back!" I felt tears come out my eyes Infinity held her arms out for me and o hugged her tight

"I miss her" I said between sobs

"I know Justin..I know"

She patted my back

"I'll try.." I whispered in her ear

"You'll try what?" She whispered back

"To get over her so I can be able to love you" I kissed her cheeck

Watching her smile right after warmed my heart

I let go of the hug but keep my hands on her waist and looked in her sparkling eyes

"I love you"

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Hey guys I'm backkk I'm sorry I haven't been posting for awhile I've been making a new story which I posted called "I'm only human" that's why I haven't been updating but I made this an emotional type of chapter because I wanted to mess with y'all feels

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