Moments of Pain

Part 13

Note : This is of private nature. It may disturb some, so I rather suggest not to read.

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Walking hurriedly on a busy street with mother,

So that we do not miss the awaited appointment any further.

"Mom, I'm scared. What if he does an internal check again?" I exclaimed nervously.

She remains mum, sitting for our turn patiently.

Narrating all the sufferings which I daily thole,

As instructed, I lie on hospital bed watching curtains around me scroll.

I fidgeted to unclad my veil,

Reluctantly I do, turning to left my body seems frail.

I felt lubricated fingers entering in the lower orifice of my alimentary canal,

Clasping my eyes tautly, a sigh escapes my lips.

Another bace, I feel a round instrument thrutched inside my inner domain,

I felt unsurmountable harrowing pain.

This time tears escapes my eye,

My fingers writhe, forming into a tight fist,

From other hand I hold mom, eyelids covered by mist.

Getting up, I adjust my clothes and my heart,

Wiping the salty liquid, to others pain I couldn't draft.

Three months back I'd passed through same,

Too shy, I didn't wrote it under 'Moments of Pain'.

Today, I wanted to let the thunder roar,

Exhibit everyone another harsh moment I store.

I don't fear being operated, if that's the next option,

I don't fear physical pain,

I have tears in my eyes, yet I would say I don't fear my 'Moments of Pain'.