this one is a sad one.. thought of it last night
nick's pov
i was walking in the school hallway,
i tried to keep my head down, god i missed him
i said as i remember how awful the car crash he was in
i stare at me shoes, my eyes puffy from crying
all a sudden, someone rapped their arms around me, huh? who was this
i assumed it was tara or something
but no
these arms feel too familiar
these arms belong to a boy,
maybe tao?
no, can't be, he doesn't have curly hair
i looked up to see, him standing, and looking at me with a cute,lovely smile, wait what?
didn't he die in a car crash?
"c- charlie?"
he looked at me, his face filled with confusion
"are you okay nick?"
he asks, what's happening?
i look at him one more time, just to make sure
this was really him,
this was a dream ("hello?")
this isn't real ("nick?")
but he was right here ("hello? nick??")
even if this is a dream, I'm gonna make the most of it-
my thoughts got cut off
"what?"
"nick what's wrong?"
i look at him, tears fill my eyes
"woah.. hey, what's wrong? you can tell me"
i wipe my tears away, you have to make the most of this nick
"it's nothing char"
"you're crying nick, this isn't nothing"
"i know.. i just missed you"
he looked at me, kissed my checks and chuckled
"we saw each other last night"
"so? i can't miss my boyfriend now?"
i say, putting on a fake smile, i knew this was a dream
how else would you explain charlie in front of me
i close my eyes
breath in
what?
it's silent...
i grunt, i feel something soft underneath me
where was i?
i open my eyes once again, a ceiling
not just any ceiling, it was my ceiling
it was a dream, it wasn't a surprise
charlie was dead...
charlie wasn't here..
and all of that was a dream,
i didn't even get to tell him i love him,
"come back..." i say, knowing well enough it won't happen
i was devastated, tears once again fill my eyes, i try to keep silent, since it's almost four in the morning
i reach my hand out to grab his favorite pillow,
the one that would somehow, always smell like watermelon
i snuggled into my blanket, hugging this watermelon scented pillow
"i really miss you char.."
i said as i fell back to sleep
