Which way should I go?
Down the street
My mind says
But I don't want to hurt anybody by ending up in a morgue
Nobody will care
My mind tells me
I just need a cutting tool
Anything would work
If it is sharp enough to cut skin
It is sharp enough
The only problem is
I'm still in the hospital
And there are no razors
Or scissors
Or anything sharp for that matter
So I have to wait
Find something, you worthless bitch
My mind screams
I search my room
There is absolutely nothing even close to being sharp
Besides the floor vent
I sit down on the floor
Just do it real quick
Do it so quick no one can get in here fast enough to stop you
I run my arm gently over the vent
Do it harder and faster
So I do
